profile 上斐 ah fei 16/11/1990 scorpion your words affiliates Alvin Angila Audrey Chuan Fa Claire Clarice Danhong Euods Felicia Ivy John Joson Junda Ming Han Ninette Rui Xiang Seok Hoon Si Hui Veron Waeting Waikit Xiangjun Xiuwen Yan Yan 07s24 njco erhu wo men de yin yue archives February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 September 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 July 2010 August 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 @ 7/19/2006 08:38:00 PM
1st of all, gonna say sorry to meihui... for saying sth that i shouldn say:( full of regrets.... next... thumbs up to chuanfa... he can really play the piano well... so charismatic when he makes music out of the black and white keys ya... den, some personal opinions... apply to some ppl, or rather to me... sis is right... there is really sth which is like a dead lock after 7 years... rings a bell? after 7 years of sth, there is bound to be a lock which will close it up, and u hab to search for a suitable key to tt.... some ppl can find them easily and this lock makes no difference to their lives... but some just cant find it, and gives up on the way... and they lose the thing forever... my sis and i went thru the same thing... for me, i thot i had found the key... but no... looks like i m still searching... and i just cant get to find it... i cant give up like this rite? or rather, i dun want to give up and lose it... cos i know this means a lot to me... sometimes its just frustrating to use msn... "kudos" to tech ya... even though its so convenient, sometimes u just wonder y any1 invented this thing... the person on the other side cant feel what u feel... when u use the simplest words to express ur feelings, they just cant get it... becos they duno ur tone or refuse to know... and wats with the stupid emoticons... when i was so angry... trying to type as fast as i can... i hit a 'yes' and send it... and realise its a smiley face!! wth... i m supposed to be angry k... den u really feel like bashing up the computer, pull the person whom u r toking to up and shout the hell out of that person... i relli hate this lock... cant communicate, cant get the person to know wat i m trying to say... the distance between us is drawing further and further apart... its locked... i m totally shut outside... i know its the prob between us, but after a serious count, i was shocked to know that its such a coincident (or is it really a coincident?)... 7 years... haha... almost 1/2 of my life till now.... just wat i thot at the spur of the moment... think no1 can understand.... even tt person cant ya... cos i dun think wat i m trying to say can get thru to her aniwae... i cant even tok to her.... anyway i know tt person wudn read this... so its not like i wan2 'dedicate' this to her... |