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Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 1/31/2008 09:33:00 PM
screwed up there are so many times in life when i felt that my life is so screwed up, esp this year.. things just arent going well in my studies and other things.. tired of slogging for nth.. afraid of wat will happen.. pissed off for the slightest thing.. but there will always be someone there.. no matter how long u haben tok to her.. and make u think u are not that bad afterall.. thanks shufen =) Tuesday, January 29, 2008 @ 1/29/2008 10:19:00 PM
erm if i looked very sian during co just now, or annoyed anyone, so sorry.. wasn't feeling well actually but didnt know y i still went for the meeting and co.. that explains y i totally had no mood for anything, i think.. its actually cos of another reason also.. i had a friend YY... we had a special link compared to others so i thot we should have 1 more common topic and i treated YY as a special friend.. but apparently i was wrong.. cos it was hard for YY to just say 'hi', or even force out a smile to me.. i thot i was just thinking too much (which i always do), cos maybe YY do tt to every1.. but apparently not.. even if the fren pass by YY without noticing, YY would call out to them.. rather to say angry, i would say i was disappointed.. but anw, we weren't tt close from the start afterall.. later i thot, shufen had settled this before, and so can i.. and i will do the same as she did, so i finally got over it!! got better just before co ended.. partially cos of this i think.. thanku to minghan and danhong who came over.. had dinner at poolside.. weijian chinkeat shihao chunpoh sat at the same table as me and danhong.. and i think they are really funny.. haha =) sorry to clarice.. i feel that many times i cant even settle my own problems, so i m in no stand to comfort or think of ideas for u.. i m really lousy at this too.. and so, looking at myself, its time to be a better friend le.. and i will try harder to be 1.. tml i will go to co with a big fat smile =D *it feels good to hae cleared things out within urself* Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 1/27/2008 10:47:00 PM
exhausted i m very tired now.. went for flag day at 2pm in tanjong pagar.. woke up at 8am to do work.. had the 2nd flag day of my life.. every1 was amazed.. dh shanly and my sis.. cos they did a looooooooot le.. my 1st 1 was with huili and yiqian i think, for SPCA.. the whole thing was quite ok la.. me and dh kept zi-highing when we see our deputy ic, and kept watching out for when he will appear in case he suddenly pop out to scare us again.. LOL.. he was really very funny lor.. his words are all short concise yet logical.. and funny.. hahaha.. alright there's school tml again.. its like a never ending cycle.. i m DEPRIVED OF SLEEP!! Saturday, January 26, 2008 @ 1/26/2008 09:26:00 PM
weekend yes its yet another weekend.. had been looking forward to weekend cos its time for me to CATCH UP with the hours of SLEEP lost, but now, due to our sweet and nice chingay, its waking up early again D= today went to raffles for chingay... sat in the LT for 5 hours, 1hr waiting for ppl to settle down, 4hours listening to the repetitive talks.. the only thing is our GIC is no longer amanda, but this raffles jc guy who look damn like eric sor... got a shock when i 1st saw him.. right tts abt it.. aft tt went to join clarice to mug in the library.. didnt complete my agenda, so shall continue later.. so tt i can go to the FLAG DAY for the chingay tml.. which is like from 2-7pm in tanjong pagar.. my goodness.. here's for some random pics cleared from my handphone for this whole week.. last week aft chingay we went to junc8 foodcourt and i had pepper lunch express.. i rmb s24 love to go pepper lunch, and the girls will buy soft serve ice cream after tt =)) can u see the difference between the normal 1 and this $5 1 u can buy in the foodcourt?? yes super small serving of the beef!!  this is the space i get when i went for the tvb stars show.. dun think its very big k.. duno where to put my leg and somemore there are crazy girls who kept squeezing, moving around and yet accuse me of squeezing them!!  went to eat the famous rochor soya bean curd with 2 friends.. was ok ok la.. but 1 funny thing happened.. my frend went to buy the butterfly bun at $0.70.. which looks good and tempted me to go and buy.. but the auntie charge me $0.60 only cos she say i m a student.. but both of us are in school uniforms!!! wahhaha.. the aunite must be think i too cute le =X  yst i took photos of mk with the very cool phone camera function and yili became addicted to it, trying out all sorts of patterns.. haha.. but i just realised i set the resultion too low so the pic turn out very small )=  yili looks like a frog =D   the pic was quite nice until stupid mk pull up my hair and made this pic sooo unglam..   so sad i cannot make the pics bigger =(( went to 2nd uncle's house warming yst.. and 1s time taking 174, somemore is the new 1.. quite good leh cos the back of the seat is very high so tall ppl like me can rest my head and sleep also =x  OH YA i must comment tt aunties nowadays are very weird.. let me show u y.. #1 as mentioned 1 auntie sell me the butterfly bun cheaper den my friend.. #2 when i was with my mum when she was buying the citrus plants for the new year, 1 auntie came over and ask me how many i bought.. so i said 2 and she went over to help me get ribbons which we can tie on the plant.. i thot she was the worker there but apparently she wasn't.. totally duno y she did tt.. haha.. #3 -THIS IS A MUST SEE- i went jurong pt yst before the housewarming, and was looking at some cards when an indian lady walked towards me with a card filled with lotsa words.. she said it was for her daughter whose bday is today (which means yst la) and show it to me.. i didnt know wat to do so just read it and told her its very suitable, only to find her in tears!! omg i freaked out, duno wat to do.. just pat on her shoulder and ask if she was ok.. but she didnt stop and walk to the other side with the card.. seriously duno wat happened... ok things cant be weirder than these... right gotta go do some work and SLEEP cos tml there is chingay, AGAIN!! Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 1/24/2008 05:00:00 PM
i hate being stupid it sucks to be stupid.. i mean really stupid.. today during chem tutorial ms darshini asked me a qn from the tutorial.. the 1 and only fateful part which i didnt do... but i know its sth she told us just yst.. so i started thinking really hard.. and the whole class was dead silent waiting for my ans.. but i just cant recall.. and i was stupid enough not to flip my notes, cos i wrote all these down just before the tutorial pg.. so i just couldn ans.. and she moved on to another person.. how stupid can i be.. and its like very can.. aft tt all the thoughts came coming to me again... how can i pass my chem like this?? all the chem ct and promos and test.. my goodness.. i m like so dead for chem Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 1/20/2008 03:01:00 PM
i got it!! =D omg i went for the road show just now again.. was thinking whether i should go since i always cannot ans the qn de.. in the end still volunteered to go buy lunch and shun bian go c c.. hehe.. omg there were sooooo many ppl when it was only 1pm.. and they had to stand all the way till tonight.. crazy... that guy infront of me yst was still there at the same place.. think he came at 10am again.. and so the games started.. it either require knowledge of starhub or a team of 2 to go play games.. but at the end there was 1 qn i could ans and tada, i got the bag of goodies =))  whats inside:-tvb calendar 2008!!!!!! =D -starhub picnic mat [at the bottom.. can bring to co camp and look at the stars((= ] -1 starhub black sling back [i m going to iron on sth on the starhub logo (= ] -1 black and big pencil case with no starhub logo!! -1 full black handphone/key puch with no stahub logo!! -9 packets of tissue -2 memo pads -4 maxonline fridge magnets -1 starhub lanyard -2 wristbands i was like omg so alot.. but i almost died carrying 1 tray of eggs and 3 kfc meals and tt bag of goodies home.. haha =)) back to chem test.. haiz.. not going tonight le since there are so many ppl there and i bet i cant squeeze in.. Saturday, January 19, 2008 @ 1/19/2008 10:41:00 PM
a day with tvb artistes =) ngoh hou gui ah!! ( i m so tired in canto =D ) early in the morning went to rjc for the chingay volunteer.. damn a lot of ppl.. was quite sian and wanted to withdraw.. but the reverse whacko was damn funny.. there's this guy called lin feng and i m called shangfei.. 1 girl called out linfei!! haha like a huang jin lu.. and the whole game was super exciting and funny.. think this is the best part of the whole thing.. aft that went causeway.. at 2++.. and realised that the dj gave out the tvb calendar at 1pm!!! argh... aft tt they dun give out le lor!! damn sad.. we were at the 2nd row and when clarice fren came, she was so busy toking to her.. so i read (or just flipped thru) the chem notes.. at abt 5pm we were ask to stand cos too many ppl and thus blocking the starhub booth behind.. which means we had to stand and wait for 3hours..there was this super fat aunty behind and thanks to her i was squeezed to the front.. hoho.. but clarice and her fren was squeezed to the side... and the girls beside me kept bending down in such a crowded area and still accuse me of squeezing her.. wth.. cos i was in the 1st row i had a super good view.. see!! i wanted these tvb calendar!! but the host keep asking starhub channel qn den i cant ans D= if only shufen or huili or sihui was there la!! hahaha... i still rmb huili keep boasting abt her having scv but i dun hab during sec school.. hehe.. bobby.. grew up watching his shows.. but his eye bags like too big such that his eyes look swollen.. zheng jia ying!!! omg he is like super super handsome in person.. like his features were drawn and everything.. and he SHOOK my hand at the end of the whole thing when i reach my hand out.. his hand is like so smooth and soft.. omg it was a real handshake leh!!! next was wang xi.. no comments cos dun really like him.. so only 1 pic.. heez.. charmaine sheh.. the middle close up pic was taken when she came over to get the letter from the girls beside me.. and i sort of shake her hands too =)) myolie hu xing er.. very pretty also.. and i "shook" her hand also..   bosco was cute!! he kept doing funny actions and expressions.. boscolie.. the 3rd pic was when myolie blamed bosco for the poor results they have.. so bosco knelt down.. omg was so high la!!  but i think kevin and charmaine make a good couple too =)) right tts about it.. have to study chem test tml le =((now i know wat will happen, i will be more prepared in future.. and i also learn not to take it for granted, that i made a nice new friend euodia =) Friday, January 18, 2008 @ 1/18/2008 10:30:00 PM
its weekend again.. oh hoho another week has past.. and now for the long awaited weekend.. this weekend gonna be a great 1, cos i will be seeing my dearest BOSCO in person.. hahaha and its so near my home in causeway pt.. i cant wait!! for this day i hab been doing my work as a good kid.. trying to finish as mush as possible... went to the library aft school today and yst.. cos the weather was too hot and i wanted to help save some electrical fees by tapping on free air con in library.. like wat my sis says, students like to 临时抱佛脚.. cos the library is like so empty... i can hab the whole 4-seater table all to myself.. hahaha.. about this week.. was really busy.. with homework and everything.. tuesday went to caiqin jie wedding.. it was like yesterday when we go out to play tgt, she come over to our house and we always go to the mac at 888 (which no longer exist) or we go over to er bobo house to stay overnight and tok abt the most random stuffs.. now, she is married and proceeding on to another phase of her life... how fast time past... alrights abt tt day.. is it a tradition to start wedding dinner at 9pm?? we ate from 9-11pm, until i almost fell asleep.. the 3 sisters before leaving for expo... i put on abit of make up but think it really screwed up again D= but at least better den during last yr concert.. haha..  come come take a look at the dress i wore.. bought it in shanghai... i think yili should look for me to be the greenlink ambassador!! hehe.. during the yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam-seng.. erm thats all i have.. the rest of the photo is in ah hong gorgor's professional camera.. lol.. wednesday was full orhestra.. before that was sectionals with mr lam and i tink i was quite bad again cos he said i was sooooooo soft he couldnt hear.. haizzzz... the diploma girl really not coming????? come la!!!!! and den, i realised i got quite some co stuffs to do which cannot be done during prac hours: -come up with list to stock take strings -stock take strings -get approval from mr ong and go buy strings -sudden outburst of ppl who wana learn pipa.. and i cant teach them during co prac cos mr lam would be having sectionals with us.. best.. not to forget i still hab homework to do.. of cos ORGANIC CHEM TEST on monday.. i dun wana fail my 1st chem test of the year!!! guess i will only be peeping by at causeway on sunday for my bosco thing.. but since its so near my house i will kill myself if i dun go.. rarrr i duno wat i m toking abt.. ok tml still hab the chingay thing..is it 4 and half hrs in the lt?? den i better bring some notes to mug there =x Tuesday, January 15, 2008 @ 1/15/2008 03:06:00 PM
wedding dinner later.. i m going to the wedding dinner later but still haven decide on whether to make my hair.. think its quite waste of money but mum and sis going and they suggest i go too.. ermmm... me and clarice got quite high this morning when she received the msg from alvin that tvb artistes are going causeway pt for promo.. including my BOSCO!!! quickly came to check and the only web with such details is in charmaine seh's fan blog.. 19 - 20 Jan 2008 (Saturday & Sunday) Singapore (TVB promo) 19/01/08 10.30am OLDFOLKS Evening: Conrad Hotel 7.00pm Causeway Point 20/01/08 7.00pm Causeway Point yes yes oh cos i m going.. but after studying la... anw the ppost was really uploaded on stomp!.. aft i sent the email they sent another to ask for more details.. but i didnt phrase properly such that the old perosn i was toking abt had a seat before i managed to grab 1.. i took the pic aft the old person got his seat can.. not like i didnt give up my seat for the elderly before.. and those ppl are saying that i m complaining.. when i carry bulky items i also either put it on the floor or on my lap so that i will not obstruct others lor!! http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?commentPageNo=2&id=12636#comment ok well, gtg bath.. actually feel quite guilty for not going co.. Monday, January 14, 2008 @ 1/14/2008 06:05:00 PM
garlic chilli/ mayo/ mustard.. hoho!! i should be touching up on the gp mindmap but i m slacking a little here.. oh no.. the speech our principal made just now was sure motivating.. i am motivated to garlic chilli now.. hahah.. ( she was saying catch up but i thot it sounded really like ketchup so i keep telling xw she will mayo and i will garlic chilli =_=) lets work hard for As!!! just now when i was on 961, i wanted to take a seat but 1 uncle was occupying the seat with a big bag... so i had to sit at the last row of the bus which was hot and stuffy.. as i was right behind him, i wanted very much to hit his head when he was drinking water (oops too violent) and started thinking wat i can do about this.. cos another uncle at the other side of the bus was also doing this!! grrrr.. why all uncles are like this.. so i took out my hp and just snapped a photo of it.. back at home, i was still so angry i posted it up in stomp! oh hohoho the stomp team really replied me asking about the details of the pic.. i was like omggg they are so efficient.. haha.. do look out for stomp or the papers with columns of stomp cos u might c the photo i took!! hahha.. getting excited for the wedding dinner tml cos it had been ages since i last went to 1!! =DD Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 1/13/2008 12:36:00 PM
lalala.. its sunday, which means tml is the start of school week again!! though i really wana do alot of work, i end up doing really little.. my goodness i m so dead.. dun wana list out cos will be verrry guilty.. go go go do some work.. haiz............................... i the brighter side, i finally bought the jacket i had been considering for a looong time.. yay!! =) Friday, January 11, 2008 @ 1/11/2008 07:35:00 PM
its weekend again and after a loooong week, weekend is finally here.. nth much happened this week, cos everyday was lessons and lectures la.. but the only thing is restart of cca... the sad thing is have to endure waiting for 4hrs every tues after school for sectionals.. this tuesday did econs project and after yili mk left, guess who joined me?? chunpoh!! haha... was fun toking to him and learning a bit of jap.. lol.. but actually feel quite bad cos last yr during 1st 3 months, he was the only guy in plucking and we ask him to go tok to poonyew... oh hoho i think we were so bad.. dazu on wed.. long teng hu yue.. thot of a lot of things.. like how shufen thot me this song when we were in sec 1 or 2... cos i m the slowest learner u can ever find and she can hear the melody and know the tempo and everything and play out.. sometimes when i paiseh to ask i just listen to her, cos she will always be so loud.. den will hear the liuqin parts, thot of xiangling.. how i very miss her walking to mrt station with me and shufen, hearing all my grumbles.. and i duno y, a pat on my shoulder from her makes me feel so much better.. right i still cant play the super fast part of long teng.. me and shufen could only play the starting and ending den.. lol.. it had been like this since sec school and i m still like that.. haiz.. uncle chua came back and said tt part was 'ok la'... haha of cos ok to him.. to me its like errrrrr... everything in dazu is not the same.. though me and dh shanly still make funny expressions at one another across the stage, the sight there feels more empty.. cos whole strings section only 4 ppl.. haha.. though PY still plays that stupid dang x4 at the end of every songs to capture attention, can no longer see the seniors laughing out, and esp lerxian turning back a bit to look at PY when he goes wrong at some parts (best viewed from my angle.. lol..) ok i no longer go for chifan sessions now.. cos there is always unfinished work to do.. i cant bear the thot of still not being able to pass chem in ct.. i guess i will be so dead.. i need confidence and the knowledge, but i dun have both D= i have the motivation to mug hard now, cos i wana score well (at least not tt bad) in ct so tt i can go penang on the music exchange this june.. overheard mr lam says 1st 3days prepare for concert and holding the actual concert, and last 1 or 2 days going alor setar.. its in kedah and i nv went there before.. only c the road sign.. i wana go penang!!! clarice dun worry la u wunt tan huan!! dun zi ji xia zi ji!! haiyo.. lets *touch wood touch wood* sihui and jan are 2 crazy girls.. living in their own crazy market world!! and always out to embarrass me... hoho.. and anw happy birthday to jan today =)) well its such a long post.. lets think of wat homework to do next D= Saturday, January 05, 2008 @ 1/05/2008 11:34:00 PM
saturday out spent the whole day out.. really tired now =O in the morning went to library to do homework.. cant concentrate at home.. thot not many students will be so hardworking to go library on 4th day of school reopens so didnt go out so early.. and indeed, when i reached at 10.30, i still can grab an individual table at the quiet corner =)) did maths and bio.. afternoon went for lunch with mum and sis at crystal jade.. was supposed to eat at 12++ but they came only at 2++pm... by the time our food came its abt 3pm.. so they went shopping and later to bugis while i continue reading my bio notes in the library D= went down to meet the co ppl at 5pm.. on the mrt read the national income notes and realised it was the wrong 1.. haiz need to reprint =(( so continued reading bio notes.. city hall was filled with lots of vjc ppl cos they were having their orientation there.. wah so fun ya.. went to marina square to find ade dh shijun shihao.. alvin came later.. justin was supposed to come but he was too lazy?? lol.. and cai shu shu had friends like everywhere.. haha.. dinner at swensens.. talked abt a loooooot of things.. feels like another makan session ya.. hehe.. and we totally can jump to topics with no links to the previous 1s.. hohoho.. the salmon baked rice was not bad and this is the treat of the week ya.. had been surviving in school spend only $2.50 per day.. quite cool ya.. should continue like this.. right i m getting sleepy and duno wat i m typing.. but anw happy birthday lerxian!! though he might nv c this.. haha.. Friday, January 04, 2008 @ 1/04/2008 08:26:00 PM
a nice day in school today seems to be the best day since school reopens.. in the morning saw lyas lyas!! haha 1 of the 2 swiss students posted to nj.. its really great to see him around cos can hear him call me fei fei in a very special tone.. rmb when we went to shanghai for the twinning prog tgt, me and shufen always get very high when we hear him call us fen fen and fei fei.. in tt special tone..  band and co went to yan an senior high tgt, different from the chinese and robotics ppl who went to other schools.. in the past i always didnt like band ppl.. cos co and band seems to be always opposing.. the old co room was opp band room and every orientation it feels like a competition with them.. thats wat my sis told me too... but the twinning prog made me find out tt they can be fun ppl too.. glad its not too late to find out and the shanghai trip was really fun cos of every1 ;) heard from him that elizabeth waeting kenneth jeong hong from band had went to good jcs too =)))  oh and of cos saw benghao.. he was with the chinese group during the shanghai trip and got to know him during the last few days, the cultural visits.. a really fun guy and the tours were always less boring cos of him and guai lan didi.. haha.. den was lesson proper.. lectures and lectures.. didnt really catch up so must read up beforehand this weekend.. no more day dreaming in lecture!! haiz.. break was good because of xj, who treated us to this special choc mint cookie.. really nice and EX.. hehe.. but cannot eat too much cos too fat =x ok shall dedicate this pic to her.. (guess xj and mk will be wondering when i took this pic again!! ) and patricia treated us to this goldilocks biscuit.. sweet and nice.. but the best thing is the name.. goldilocks.. no 3 bears.. LOL after school was cca carnival.. yst we went ard pasting near to 300 posters.. and we emerge as the cca with the most posters around.. wahaha u can c them everywhere.. cos we had so many, me and joson thot of more unique place to paste.. such as this: idea!! hehee.. the sign up form was filled with more names than expected.. and there is a girl from anglican high pipa nafa diploma!! woohoo njco got help already.. if only got me sure die ya=x right i shud stop this, others says i shud hab confidence *yes yes*.. oh ya and there is this guy called ELVIN CHUA.. hahahha.. if is A not E den totally same as cai shu shu liao.. hahaha.. when we were slacking me dh clarice was toking abt clarice's diamod necklace.. hahahaha.. so how was the dinner with diamond necklace?? =x before going home saw ilyas again and we walked to the bus stop tgt.. wah really miss the carefree days in shanghai playing with the swiss ppl and mr sashi D= one last random thing.. bus rides to school are no longer worth looking forward to cos no more hong hong D= Wednesday, January 02, 2008 @ 1/02/2008 03:56:00 PM
1st day of school, 2nd day of the year.. yst was the 1st day of the year... guess it started off pretty well cos me, younger sis, sis and herbf caught the fireworks at causeway point during the countdown.. imgaine the things where the fireworks blast off (not sure wat its called) is just 300m infront of u.. cool. but when its new year and the fireworks went off, it was super loud and the remains kept dropping on us... too near. the rest of the day was spent cleaning the house.. now its uber clean and tidy.. but of cos halfway i went to finish my bio.. hoho.. abit last min but at least its done =)) new year resolutions. yup not too late now.. 1) be a good student. mug hard. 2) go home as early as possible. no more going out till late. 3) do not spend too much money. time to save up!! 4) no snacks. this helps in both saving and dieting =D great. these looks few but actually a lot to keep to.. dates to look forward to.. !) 15/1: caiqin sis wedding 2) 7/2: chinese new year. only long holiday coming up and zoey is coming!! niiiiauuu!!! wahaha.. sad, i cant think of more... ok there is school tml D= Tuesday, January 01, 2008 @ 1/01/2008 10:52:00 PM
2008 hello 2008 =D |
the dj host.. dun like him cos he keep asking qn i duno how to ans.. or not picking me when i know the ans =((
and the whole thing started.. BOSCO came out 1st!! damn shuai4 in person can!! the dicey business song he sang also very nice =))
cos the girls beside me kept shouting at all the artistes to shake hands with them, i benefitted!! hehe managed to shake, or shud say touch his hand.. haha..
the 2 girls were like soooo pretty in person.. so i took more pics of them cos the lighting is good with their makeup =)
all 6 of them tgt.. very difficult to take cos i was too near..
