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Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 6/28/2008 10:03:00 PM
birthday celebration

and it was clarice's birthday celebration yesterday.

the initial plan was to sing her a birthday song with a small cake. just for her only. but i thought the mango pudding would be better when i passed by crystal jade so i got that instead. but after school saw minghan and xx and their comment on the pudding made me have a qualm about this whole thing. and minghan was irritating because out of 10 statements he made, none was right. but he was the daring 1 who put that pudding in front of clarice when everyone thought it was very paiseh. and i laughed really hard.

after chatting and playing around with the function of camera which i never knew existed, clarice left for her celebration with her friends and we left for cineleisure. was supposed to get clar present but ended up catching a movie, as everyone was tempted. i thought it was going to be the last 1 before As.

wanted. quite a good action movie. appeals to almost everyone since we are all normal people, who sometimes day dream of doing something more out of the norm. and the twist in the plot was sure unexpected. but the thing was that we were sitting too near the front. each time there was gun shoot it would be resonating in my ears. too loud. worst still, the whole show was made up of gun shots. haha.

after the show went for dinner. shanly left early. and it was the 1st few time i heard jiahao talk. lol. but he was super funny with joson. totally living in their own world. and some comments they made are so funny me and danhong couldnt stop laughing. ultimate ya. we couldnt find the thing we wanted and me danhong were very indecisive. lol. we cant decide on anything. but the sales really made us feel like shopping. thus we decided to come again early the next day. and yup joson and jiahao were really impatient at the end after we rejected all their recommendations. they keep giving funny names for the belt. lol. but we still ended up buying the 1 they suggested. haha.

today.
left home earlier to meet shanly and danhong. went back to the shop we went yesterday for a short shopping. that shop really discriminates fat people. i cant buy that pair of shorts i really like, for obvious reasons. but i seriously think they put the wrong 1 on that size's hanger. oops ok i shan't find an excuse for myself. went to the shop i saw with the handphone pouch on offer. and i didnt realise minghan was standing so close beside me. got the shock of my life man. and he shared that buy 1 get 1 free pouch with me. yay!

after everything we went to find the rest at mrt station. clar reached muchhhh earlier than expected. so the cupcake sing song thing was quite a flop since she knows already. haha anything planned didnt go as it should be la. lol. hesitated on what to do and after some discussion we decided on movie AGAIN. because alvin has safra card so its cheaper than should be.

bought the tickets and went for lunner. pizza hut was full so we went for pastamania instead. thanks to sihui i am hooked on bacon aglio. i eat that everytime i visit the restaurant. and the cake thing. xx and danhong went to buy. that took like more than half an hour saying they went to the toilet. lol. and the the flame on the candle exinguished before we sang the song. so we quickly relight it. the cake was a hassle to cut as the choc was too thick. but i thought the cake really tasted good with the choc and cream and biscuit.

get smart. i laughed all the way from start to the end. even before the movie it showed the 'money not enough 2' clip which tell audiences to switch off their phones. the hui ge was really hilarious can. his action and the way he speaks. mark lee pales in comparison. alright the movie proper was so funny i couldnt straighten my back laughing.

so that summed up the 2 days. spent all the time laughing out loud. and i will really study full force from now on. i hate people who keep saying tomorrow but their tomorrow never comes. so i will make sure i wont be like that too.



Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 6/27/2008 11:07:00 PM
reflection

no, i have not abandoned this blog. but throughout the week, the same thing had been running through my mind. on bed before i sleep, while on the bus journey home, when walking home, i have been reflecting and reflecting. on what else? the ct results.

poor is really an understatement. i would say it was a debacle. at first i tried to comfort myself that it was a mishap but deep inside, i know its not. come on shangfei. face it. i have not been working hard. what exactly had i done to earn a good grade for this ct? no. not enough. definitely not. and i deserve to be chagrined by this while others are scoring. yup.

but there had been fantastic friends around. people who did well but do not boast it in front of you. instead, we talk about the problems together and how to salvage the situation. exchange pointers on how to work better instead of just shoot you in your face, wah why you got so bad results? much as i have to admit, days in swiss had built up my ego and its terrible when people comment that you are so much worse in the most straightforward way now, though what they say are more than right. yup these friends, you know who you are. thanks. =)

and my resolution for now. study hard. and i mean it. veer from the way i had been doing thing. no more tv, no more than 2 times online in 1 week. do the papers, and make sure i stay focused. there is absolutely no time left. full mode will be switched on on sunday, after the bdae celebration tomorrow.

i have to do it. and i will.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARICE!!
ok i shall blog about the celebration together with what happened today, tomorrow. but it was sure funny today, be it before, during or after the bdae song singing. LOL =)
i guess this is the day i laughed the hardest ever since school reopened.



Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 6/20/2008 10:08:00 PM
tagged

* People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
* Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
* These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
shock, stunned, blank out. then ask for a break up and make sure he regret it. (haha so drama!)

2. If you can have dreams come true, what would they be?
to be happy everyday ( which would also mean everything goes the way i want it to (= )

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
the kind which people will be envious of, i can be proud of and remember for life with the 1 i love.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
i hate to give the typical answer but i am really scared of whatever lies ahead. ct, prelims or A level. aiya studies in general.

5. What’s your ideal lover like?
-of cos must have the looks. hayami mokomichi or chen chu he type would be good. haha they are both the same type anyway. LOL.
-smart. or at least smarter than me.
-earn enough money so that our life can be worry-free, at least not for money.
-can make me feel secure. i guess thats every girls ideal.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
to love the person that love you i think.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
hmm... i duno.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
try to stay a distance from that person i think. to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings or whatever.

9. Is there anything that’s made you unhappy these days?
short term-- school starting and getting back of ct results
long term-- prelims
even longer a bit-- A LEVELS

10. Is being tagged fun?
fun?? ok la.. feels quite good when your friends actually think of you when doing such things. HAHA.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
a normal employee working in a company, leading a life that every1 does. and i hope with a bf ( i wouldnt want to be left on the shelf at the age of 28).

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family and friends. duh. lol.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
i saw 2 people tagged me before i do this.
minghan: a recently attached guy who can make people keep rolling eyes until their eyes are going to pop out. lol. and always talking about the same old not funny things. please change la.
clarice: a really smart girl who is always stressed up by school work. dun worry la you are really really ok lor! i am like....... much worse =(

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
neither. i would rather be married &rich. haha.

15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes and lie in bed do nth. the cycle of procrastination starts early in the morning. lol.

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?
actually i never thought that relationship can last forever. but if its me i would try my best to refrain from having any regrets.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
if this kind of thing really happen i guess i should reconsider whether i really like these 2 people. i always thought at 1 time 1 person can only like 1. haha i duno since i never encountered such things before.

18. What type of friends do you like?
people who can listen to me, share my burdens and make me happy! of cos there are many other characters. too many to be listed.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
thats quite hard to say. haha.

people i will tag
erm people interested can do this. i think its quite paiseh if i tag someone then the person dun wana do at all. lol.



Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 6/19/2008 11:17:00 PM
too lazy

ok i am too lazy to update my blog. cos i keep thinking of what is a better vocab to substitute the words i want to use. which is very tiring. lol so i should stop doing that =x
lets talk about these few days.

mon: 1st day of tuition.
i guess ms ho was really hyper during her lessons. dudu and audrey too. think its better to sit in the front seats with them since they are the most responsive throughout the whole lesson. keeps it more alive. shall not comment on the lesson but from the others i know that her essay classes are more engaging. so i shall look forward to that.
lunch at lot1 with clarice. the place sure changed and expanded a lot. they should have done that when i was in swiss, since i frequent there. we didnt know that there was a bigger food court so settled for a plate of fried food at ljs. gahhhh.
mugging at danhong's house was not productive at all. ok all because of me. since i was grumbling too much about how unfair and irritating youngest daughters can get. HAHA. and minghan was the target of attack. digging out more info about he and his ____. yup aiya everyone knows it already la. wow cool am advertising for him now?? lol.

wed: movie.caught the happening in westmall cinema with evil step family. short of yili. if not for the couple sitting at the back, the whole hall would be ours. and i could make more noise. =x
the synopsis on the website sounded cool to me. apocalyptic crisis. but was a bit disappointing. expected more content about the plot but simply saw many gory scenes of how ppl kill themselves. wait, no, i didnt see all of them. i am not those people in favour of thrillers and ghostly movie. my worst mistake was to watch final destination. which i thought was merely a movie on teenagers travelling or sth. so this was ok since i know what actions are the harbinger of the person going to kill himself, i have enough time to hide under my jacket.

the plot was simple- a couple whose relationship was strained found themselves on the run with a friend's daughter when the city was hit with a deadly toxin produced by plants. many people were infected, died but soon it all ended and they live happily ever after.
am i a spoiler? hope not. and i dun think any1 is going to watch it since school is starting =(

maybe it forces us to think deeper by ourselves. why would plants release such toxins? a stimulus to pollution? or maybe its just plain fiction. hoho.

tues/wed: cip.
the 2nd and 3rd time i went for cip lessons, which also marked the last. last long term cip i would be doing. i didnt have any charge since i was supposedly in the worksheet crew. so when everyone started teaching on tues, i was forced to take the 3 'leftover' boys. and we got really noisy. xiuwen, jasmine and the rest of the tutors could hear me shouting at the other end of the classroom. not that i want to but the hyper active boys were simple too loud. so i had to be louder.
there is this guy from xj's group who keep coming over. and he caused me to make a blunder in front of my students. super paiseh. i was asking him "why are you here" so many times that i said that to my own charge when trying to get him to answer a question. horrible. wanted to dig a hole and hide myself then.

wed they did a test. so while they were doing we had a longgggggg free time. xj took photos with her new phone. which is minghan's model. which reminds me of how unfair it is =/ ok fine. took some pic of mk with the new function. are you prepared to see them? not very glam 1s! haha!

this is ok. wait till you see the next 1. =D
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ok this stupid frame is from my phone. see the difference with that of a new phone =/
i need a super glue to stick my butt to the work desk area! i keep fidgeting and moving about while doing work at home. end up getting nothing done. D=



Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 6/15/2008 12:10:00 AM
family day+father's day

spent the whole day out but somehow i feel refreshed now. lol.

yesterday afternoon after sis went pa the usual 3 of us went for our usual weekend feast. haha ichiban sushi! yay simply irresistible. this time round there was new menu for the sushi. so we tried some. quite ok la.. salmon cheese is still the best =))

even the plates come with new designs. but i think the colour of the orange spots are a bit too loud for the sushi. on the left is black pepper smoked duck. can u imagine that kind of sushi. haha but it doesnt taste special. on the right is cereal prawn. so innovative. but the taste was so so.
went popular for the 20% discount shopping. bought quite a lot of things. heez. but i was reminded that i forgot to buy econs tys!!! ahh i am such a scatterbrain. i thought i bought everything, including a 1 year supply of G1 pen refills. hoho! continued shopping around causeway. amazingly we could still spend the whole afternoon there despite visiting the shops for countless times already.

met dad and went to amk central for dinner in the recently renovated hawker centre. saw a swiss co senior who came over to say hi. but i just couldnt remember his name. and i guess he called me shufen instead if i m not wrong. haha! ok nvm sihui told me his name already. which i totally couldn rmb. =x

today nothing much happened. but father's day dinner was at causeway, again. initially we wanted to have seoul garden (since dad and i are both big carnivore eaters. haha!) but was told that we had to wait for more than 1hour. so we went for crystal jade instead.

and lazybones finally decided to go for gp tuition. in a bid to salvage her disastrous results. but i think she needs more tuition for ALL the subject. haiz since this 1 is highly recommended by everyone that went, i shall give it a try. stop faking busy and procrastinating. start from NOW! its been like 7 yrs since i last went for a tuition class though. i doubt i can find the gusto to go for the lessons every week like dudu they all.
anw in today's lifestyle, it gives a list of the best tuition teachers in town. i so so so wanna find that econs teacher! who saved a boy from failing grades to an A. cool~

[anw i am in the midst of trying to improve on my writing. all inspired from xiuwen! hope that 1 day i can have panache to write like those great writers out there. or maybe just good enough for an A in A level!haha!]

tuition tml.....................



Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 6/13/2008 12:15:00 PM
another boring holiday..

take a break and i shall continue with maths later..

well this is the 1st time i like to do chemistry more than maths. cos at least i can fill in the answers for the former but i just cant get those for maths. not even TJ paper which i thought would be the easiest. gahh this is getting on my nerves. its just like 2 or 3 months before prelims DDD=

i think i need to get rid of the unhealthy thinking that i am losing out. u know it, i am the most typical Singaporean. kiasu. like so many people around me are going for the gp tuition and telling me how good it is. ahhhhhh. i said i would go during the holidays but lazybones like me just didnt get anything done. yes already so stupid yet not putting in more effort. haiz.

anyway if you read the papers yesterday u would know that 860million people around the world are going hungry. so the next time you are considering to waste food-- remember that every 5seconds 1 child dies because he is hungry. oh my, see how fortunate we are.
well what i wanted to say is that on the article there is this freerice website. it donates 20grains of rice to WFP for every word u get correct in the vocabulary game. yst i spent about half an hour on the game. donated abt1000++ grains of rice. the words are tough (to me) and some are simply irrelevant so i just deleted them off my memory. by the way the purpose of the game is both to make people smarter and at the same time end world hunger. HOHO. come to think of it, do you even count the grains of rice you eat?? at the end of the day, after correctly answering 50 qns, did i even add 1 spoonful of rice to 1 hungry child's bowl?? not to mention that there are soooooo many people in need. while i appreciate the good intentions of the sponsors, i thought they could have been more generous.

ok enough of these. i guess i am not leaving home for the rest of the holiday besides father's day celebration and cip next week. hope that the feidi's family is keen on catching a movie before/after cip!! had been eons since i last watched 1.

lunch time approaching. sick of eating instant noodles and rice dumplings everyday!!!
[ok so 屈原 jumped 汨罗江. i always thought he jumped 黄河. oops. ]



Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 6/11/2008 12:35:00 AM
still alive

finally i am starting to get some work done..

mon i cleared my table AGAIN. i did that when the holiday started. but cos last week i didn use the table (due to co concert), it began to be filled up with all sorts of thing. && the flowers and gifts from co concert are allocated a nice and cosy corner on the table =)
the flowers had been in the fridge for the weekend but were kicked out by mum as they are taking up too much space and she complained that dun look at them anyway. well actually i do, when looking for food in the fridge every now and then. lol.
and so i arranged them nicely at the extreme corner next to where i study. believe it or not, when the wind blows, i can smell the flower scent. though its gonna become dry flower soon, i hope it can last for the week to study with me.. reminds me of all my friends and family's support and of cos, co!!
yup i am guilty of not engaging in full force mugging. all because of danhong, who informed me that zettai kareshi live action is now airing. haha. i wasnt an aficionado of manga, but that comic was one of the few which i really really like after fen introduced it to me. alright the drama is not as good as the comic, but the eye candy in the show definitely makes up for that.
yes the eye candy is that guy at the back. hayami mokomichi starring as tenjo night. i couldnt find a pic that could do justice to his good looks. so i will leave it to just this 1.
lucky this series is just 11episodes, and still not complete as its currently airing in japan. haha =)

ok time to sleep. the timetable starts all over again tml D=



Sunday, June 08, 2008 @ 6/08/2008 12:35:00 AM
aftermath

kbox+ harmoc concert yesterday.

kbox with sihui, euods, waikit, chuanfa, charlie at jec. was a mass sing along session i think. haha and the 2 girls sang really well!! can tell the results of monthly prac=) lol. but we got tired perhaps after eating the food. the sotong ball is super super nice can!!!!!!we ordered all the food in the menu! cool!harmoc concert.
estimated the time wrongly and was late for 15 min. rushed my way up the hill to the main gate. but the concert had not started maybe cos there were quite few ppl. and the theatre was super warm. i guess there instructor didnt complain abt it ya =x

me mk and xw who went to support yili. realise its the same trio as the last time when we went to aristal. we totally lack zi pai skills by the fact we took quite a number of failed shots. haha. this is the best already.what i got for yili. see it got the privilege to sit on a seat itself. lol.group pic! shot of xiuwen's concert to complete the collection. haha!

harmoc concert left a deep impact on me. i can see their effort put into the performances and that makes me guilty that i didnt. the encore piece was ju hua tai with a guest performer playing the pipa part. he was really good. not nervous at all for solo and lun zi was still very nice. but what about me?? nervous over a few bars and yet it wasn't done very nicely. alright i shall not harp on it.

went for band concert today in vch after meeting chi fan gang for lunch. rekindled tge feeling of last year co concert held there. 1 year had past so quickly..

anw i have added the wo men de yin yue blog on my list of links. woohoo!!!

ok very tired liao.. and like what chunpoh says, its time for real mugging! haha =)



Friday, June 06, 2008 @ 6/06/2008 10:02:00 AM
njco concert 2008-我们的音乐

its finally over. all the preparations and everything. no matter how bad the music was, i think i would choose to rmb the happy things in all my co life. i shall blog abt my whole co life, another day. lets talk just this concert..

the day before me yipeng and weijian were on msn, talking all abt the concert for the whole night. reviewing the songs njco played before, thinking abt those syf days and music we played. it was then i think that the mood for concert started to build up. i was still so unsure about cos we spent so so so little time preparing. and before we know, the concert is just the next day.

yst morning, as usual for all syf or concerts, i got mum to wake up early to tie a nice hairstyle for me. ppl had been asking me why, but i think thats to show how i treat the concert, its a big day to me, not just another common co prac day. haha. it started to be nice (though was actually a failure), but as the days goes on it start to get messier and messier.

reached school at 9++ (lugging the pipa up the hill to the main gate was horrible!). started practising at the isolated lockers area. den the ensemble rehearsal started and i got a bit bored so went to look for chunpoh chinkeat, who were playing IQ qn on ds. lol. i realised my IQ was quite bad. haha.

den weijian came with a bad news. the super nice programme sheet he made has an error! the composer for the set pieces is Joshua CHAN and not CHUA. we all thought that it was ok and should just heck. but the instructors were firm and said we must rectify it. so we went to the staff room to look for the teachers. i guess we made a lot of noise in the staff room. 1st time i am doing that in nj. i rmb i used to go the swiss staff room to talk with the chinese teachers like that. haha. mr ong is transferring to moe but his table was still in a mess. and he sure threw away a lot of things. even those that he shud keep. lol. and so i was looking around the room and his table with mr ong while weijian and ms ong and ms chong were worrying abt the stickers to paste on the programme sheet.

lunch was quite good. but i realised that in the whole table that i was sitting, no1 ate brinjals. i thought it was very nice. after lunch we continued with the sticking stickers thing. and cos a lot of ppl helped, we managed to get it done very quickly. soon after, the full dress rehearsal started.

i think it went on very smoothly (in fact much better than the actual concert). realised that my shirt was really too small so called mum to bring me the bigger 1. didnt went for dinner cos was too full. didnt do anything but have 2 meals in less than 6 hours makes me feel like a pig. lol. so continued to prac for the dango. quite funny when chunpoh said i prac until a bit overboard. ya i know its short but i am just scared tt if i m not familiar enough my fingers would just get stuck and thats it. i will regret for the whole of my life.

then came shijun's letter. can see that dh and shanly cried after reading it. was thinking what's so powerful about it. in the end i cried after the 1st 10 lines. yes it was that powerful. every word strike a chord. and made me feel that, yes, i am going to try my best for this last time.got ck and cp to prac with me when they came back. really need to thank them for practising with me all this while. mr lam came over and asked to relax while playing, can de. was actually quite relieved when i heard his words.

a loooooooooooot of ppl sms-ed me well wishes and was really touched. seniors and frens. dun think i managed to reply all of them =(

shortly before actual concert started, mum came and i changed to the bigger shirt at the backstage. those small cubicles were so cool! xx and danhong they all helped me guard the room. haha i was in such a rush that i didnt even know i didnt button properly. lol. felt sooooo much more comfortable. and i realised clarice was =,(.. because of that letter too. see how impactful it is. but den, fren, dun worry, its all over, there are more things awaiting us. and all of us are still frens =)

soon after, concert started.

i shall not comment on the music. i thot they were....... yup. ok lets fast forward this part. not that i wana run away from the facts but its all over. lets not continue to grumble on it. saw shufen they all sitting right infront of me. couldnt stop looking at them when i was nervous. esp those parts that i prac with shufen before.
in all, to me, it was the worst concert i ever played for (as in myself and not the orchestra la). but strangely, like what danhong say, i still had a very happy day. due mostly to before and after concert.

oh ya nearing the end was encore which is that stupid dango. was supposed to play normally but mr wong turned over to point at me. mad! made me even more nervous. fingers were trembling. hence, it wasnt the best i can put up. haiz. but den, the prac were still worth it... and finally, after that song, everything ended.

so many ppl came over to me. and i cant thank them more. really really feel blessed to see them and really really wana tahnk them for the support. i hope i did msg every1 yst night. and for the rest, let the photos do the talking...

evil step family/feidi family! another complete photo with every1 in after mk's. couldnt really rmb wat every1 was saying cos was super chaotic. and i was still trembling after the encore piece. but i sure could rmb mk's BIG smile (exactly the kind in the photo) when helping to take my pipa while i go get the camera. in the chaos, i lost the letter tied on xiuwen's paper bag!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhh!! =(((
the swiss ppl!! sorry that i made them wait for me for so long. really really appreciate them for coming. they are really the best frens and juniors i can have. peiming, waeting, xiangling, ninet, shufen! so so so miss all of them and the days with them in swiss. if u all are reading, really really wana say U GUYS ROX!!! duno y but always feel very happy to be with u all =D and i really love the bear and flower =))yes and sihui, euods and peiting!! haha ok morning is never boring with euods and sihui. can just talk about everything. always fun to be with these mad girls =x haha =DD
of cos i wont forget my family! dad couldnt come but zx came. haha. they had been supporting me throughout and giving me comments on the things i asked. haha though i guess they were pretty irritated la. haha =) 2 pro pro dizi juniors from swiss that came. ruixiang and sylvester. i think their duet during swiss concert were super good. faaaar better than our........... yup.
saw auntie TONGCHONG!! omg i super super miss taking the bus with her and alvin. we sure crap a lot. and she's 1 super cute and funny senior! made her take photo with the flowers. haha pretty pic =))
alright pic of the co ppl. super sad that i didnt manage to take photo with all the ppl i wanted to. the camera died on me when i wanted to take with ck. ahhhhhh D=

pretty joycelyn! the 1 on her camera is nicer. must get her to send me. my camera quality is really not good =(
chunpoh. the da ruan soloist. he and ck always help me and co prac were not boring with them =)
joson chua! we had been fellow co mates for 6 years since swiss time. but only got to know him more in jc, cos we were the only 2 swiss ppl. haha and not to forget i help him to request for appeal in =x but yes his skills are really gooooooooooooood. clarice! my 1st fren in nj. dun be sad anymore k! all the frens will be with u =))
and now for some juniors.
johnathan. he's more experienced than me ok. in nj for 1 yr more than me. but need to eat 1 more yr of nj food!! haha i had been suaning him abt this all this while. and i like to press his bao sheng when he's playing cos its so big and he cant see and i am sitting so near to him. a really nice junior i know since last yr!
xinyi! he's the 1st junior that came up to talk to me, wave to me. and after that den i know more juniors. he's really a very very fun junior =))
elvin chua and jolene. 2 mad ppl. i call then my 幽灵. cos they always come to tell me everything abt py. and do disgusting actions abt him. say and spread totally wrong and random and disgusting things abt me and ... yup. i can only say they are mad abt him! haha look at their action. trying to put up the yangqin pose. jolene i will not snatch with u de!!
last of all mr ong. ok i have no grudges with him so i think that he's quite a good person. came up to prac pipa with me when he thot tt i was too stressed. and he's leaving nj for moe already.
last but not least, thanku every1 for everything that u all gave me! really appreciate all tt!!
ok this super long post covers the whole of yst =))



Wednesday, June 04, 2008 @ 6/04/2008 09:58:00 PM
my friends.. thanku

hello concert is tml!

and i wana say a million thanku to many ppl these few days. for the support, encouragement and everything done for me. i know i maybe kicking up a big fuss over a few bars of solos, while others who are doing so much more than me, didnt even say anything. but tts me, not confident and timid and always feel insecure, most important skills not up to it tts y i grumble more. but what's best is i know ppl care. and try their best to help me, encourage me, cheer me up. and i really really appreciate all tt. on msn, sms, in person, blog tag or in 1 way or another.

1st of all shufen, who kindly prac with me just now. prac songs which u no need to and helping me count pai zi and everything. i think its the most enjoyable pipa prac this year. or rather this year i had been doing it alone. u are pro la!! yes so hope u can join me on stage. dun count pai zi down there hor! LOL =D yes i miss swiss, the kind of prac we used to have tgt. brings back fond memories....

sihui! her blog post makes me so touched. and i will never forget her words. u may not be the best, but when u're on stage, and u're doing ur best, u'll shine. thanks fren. i will try my best de! =)

and all the co ppl.. danhong, joson, shanly, audrey, dudu and every1 who i may have forgotten that heard my grumbles and encouraged me. ck, chunpoh, jinxian who helped me listen my dango. tried ways to help me get it right, though i m a bit hopeless. xiangling for the msg and evil step family who will ting me all the way! haha =D

this is the 1st time i feel that i m pushed to work harder and do better. cos no1 is with me on stage. this time, i have to make myself heard. no1 else to depend on. i know i need more confidence, and be more firm.

whether or not i will do well, i duno. i guess we will only know tml. but what i know now is there are a group of ppl there who really cares, and i m glad i met them =)

jiayou tml bah! no matter wat, make the best out of it =D



Tuesday, June 03, 2008 @ 6/03/2008 11:00:00 PM
thanku

and i wana say a big thanku to shu fen.. i really needed that call.. thanku for being there! ur words had been ringing in my eyes throughout the prac just now... yes and i will try my best for that =)

2 days to concert.
i really feel that we should not disparage the effort of the xian yue ppl. and i am truly touched by xin yi's presence today. what mr lam said yst really hit home. 你们的心不在一起。but at least i can see, that ppl are trying.
many ppl think that the concert will be a fiasco. its because we didnt put in enough effort. no i m not trying to point finger at anyone. really i m serious. cos i m the 1 guilty of not doing well just days before concert. i know i played really bad today. but i will work even harder tml. maybe it doesnt make a difference, at least i know i tried. i wouldnt want to step out of concert and think that i didnt do anything worth my family, frens and juniors' support.
i wouldnt say the outcome is not important, but i feel that this process i am going thru now, is as valuable.
i duno, but thats just wat i m feeling now.

co prac tml. last prac before concert.



Sunday, June 01, 2008 @ 6/01/2008 10:26:00 PM
photo upload

was actually waiting for joycelyn to send me the photo i took with group9 during 1 of the games. but its getting late so i shall post the rest 1st =)

guzheng guan mo hui
look at the precocious girls (in the 1st row). thats where they shouted that the bb guys were not good looking. LOL.
while playing some game.. we sure had lotsa fun =) realised that weiping is always shunning away from the cam. aristal
the 3 evil step family members who went tgt!! [coincidentally arranged in descending height order. haha!] what i got for xj. glad tt she like it=)
evil step family (minus yili). xj's makeup was sure thick!

angila's also! haha =)
photos taken at cafe cartel during the last class outing.
me and yili who shared 1 main course as we both had super late lunch. the serving size was sure big anw!
i like this pic. a pity xw wasnt there.

all of us who went (including miss ang!)

alright the 1st week of holiday is gone. didnt do anything fruitful academically. while i would prefer to say that it is cos i took the time to relax, though there will be more opportunities to slack this coming week. oops. ok i needa balance work and play!!

co prac tml!