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skin by: Jane
Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 8/31/2008 10:08:00 PM
photo updates

hello i just explored a new software for photos. picasa is totally out!! haha.

1st of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILI~!! wah she's going kedah tml.. hope she have a fun and safe trip. and yes i so miss penang! 3months to go =))
just received some pictures taken during teacher's day. here's some with my the new programme=)so while looking thru the photos i just realised i didnt upload the handover photos. omg i didnt send all the people their pics. oops guess they forgot abt it too. anyway yup, so we officially hand over and are relieved of the duties. i will so miss all the happy moments spent with njco. looking forward to end-of-year chalet =)
ok thats all for now.. will come back if i have more pics to post! haha =)



Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 8/29/2008 09:11:00 PM
short break

yes i had totally been in a post-exam kinda mood since maths paper2 ended yst. treat it as taking a short break before the mugging continues yet again.

yesterday: suki sushi buffet with the co peeps.
i thought we were supposed to go watch wall e. but end up having sushi buffet at cine. minghan's idea. i ate so much until i really wanted to puke. esp the soft shell crab. omg i think i will feel sick for a looong time when i see it. and minghan's stupid actions. every1 laughed our heads off. super funny. after that went for gp tuition. i was duper full for the whole day.

today: yili birthday celebration with the girls.
morning watched the teacher's day concert and was released early. headed for jurong point while yili went to find her art teacher. so while waiting for her and a seat in pizza hut we decided to take some photos!! haha.
muthu and her usual attention seeking poses. and i improved on my zi-pai skills!! rmb me xiuwen muthu were struggling to get a decent photo during yili-s harmoc concert. now i can take 1 easily!! muahaha.. in the middle is yili the birthday girl with her presents =))


watched wall e after that. better than expected. was amazed how they can make up the whole show when the characters only spoke 2 words throughout: "wall e" and "eeeeva"(its supposed to be eve). and it also tried to get some meaningful things across to the audience. i rate it 3 stars. worth watching if you are paying $6.


and yes i had a nice day out! turning into a pig after days of eating too!!
woohoo. time to recharge and start mugging again!!



Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 8/18/2008 01:15:00 PM
crashing down

i know now is not the right time to blog, but with everything crashing down on me, i need a channel to vent everything out.

caught the live telecast of 110m hurdles heat for olympics at 11.50am just now. saw the papers in the morning that liuxiang is competing, hence i was staring at the clock, waiting for the right time to setich on the tv. i missed his competition 4yrs ago but everyone knows how great he was. and i couldnt wait for his match. the last time i saw him was probably at the wax musuem last yr. lol. but he had an agonizing look while doing warm up. minutes before the gun was fired, he was smacking his thighs. how is he going to run like tt? but he got in the ready position, and the gun shot.

everyone started running but it was a false start( ithink). he walked back, or more aptly, limping. he took off his munber tag on his legs and walked/limped out of the stadium. everyone was stunned.

everyone can rise to the sky or fall from grace in a matter of split second. and as the competition goes, we all know that those who cant make it, wouldnt live to see a miracle. i never belonged to the fall from grace part, cos i wasnt even up there in the 1st place. but i hate it when i cant make it. everything is like all messed up. couldnt do reaction for chem, seem to forget all the rxtn, cant rmb wats on the notes for econs in chapt 11, afraid that history for bio will repeat itself.

i need to clear up my mind. i need confidence. i need to persuade myself that i can do it.



Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 8/17/2008 12:30:00 AM

nah everyone hates countdowns. so i shall skip that for this post.

but we cant run away from the fact that the day is drawing nearer. but i had been in a perpetual state of mental torpor. ok i shouldnt say that at this pint of time. anyway i hope the way i am studying for this major exam is the right one, as the usual way of mugging notes had proven to bring me nowhere. somehow the phobia of not being able to do well is persisting, but i will envisage a good, or at least presentable result. thats what everyone should do right. go into the examination hall and say "i will pass".

yes i am not ambitious. thats my greatest hope.



Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 8/11/2008 10:24:00 PM
harsh reality

its only 10++ and i am feeling like the sleeping bug has just bitten me. and i am actually guilty for that. since when had going to bed early been a sin for me (albeit doing that and feeling sinful for the past few days).

sometimes i would be steeped in the wishful thought of after As when i dun have to drag myself infront of the study table, revise as though under duress to do so, then unknowingly drift off and start to rue over the time lost when i wake up. and the next moment i would be brought back to the harsh reality that prelims is like just a matter of 9 days time. oh no.

sometimes i do envy those people out there who have already aced their As. not only because of their excellent grades but that they could actually put this period of time to such good use. and also those fellow people out there who can strike a balance between going out, play and work. i seem to be spending more time with the notes but the end-product seems to be lesser than theirs. what shit is this. hence the conclusion, hardwork you thought you put in does not equates to quality results.

anyway sharing a quote which i chanced upon. its not an everyday thing when i do that so.

“we’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone.
only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion that we are not alone.”

- orson welles


but then again, i have consolidation tml in the morning at 7am. omt. does that mean my early bedtime is justified??