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Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 12/31/2007 09:02:00 PM
2007 这一年，好长，好累。 我走上了一条崎岖不平的路， 每一步都走得很辛苦。 回首过去，有多少人曾经路过。 有的走在我面前， 在我无助彷徨时拉了我一把。 有的人牵着我，带我走出阴霾。 有时候会跌到，但伤口好了后， 我变得更坚强，更勇敢， 更成熟。 我用泪水和汗水， 走完了这一年， 可是这条路只走到一半。 每一段路，都是一种领悟。 我们都在寻找 如何过生活才真正适合我们。 我还没有找到 但明年， 我不要再像今年一样过。 我要做一个 更好的女儿 更好的朋友 更好的自己。 为了自己，好好的活。 不再那么累 用自己想要的方式生活。
再见2007，2008年一定会更好。 我们都该 回头看看 来时路 就算起风 偶尔有雾 模糊不了幸福 我们都该 在心里数数 感动的次数 谁陪你疯 谁陪你笑 拍拍肩一起追逐 多少爱错过了才看清楚 多少事无法弥扑才认输 多少次以为找到了幸福 却发现一开始就是个错误 每一段路都是一段领悟 珍珠再夺目 留不住心头热呼呼 真心的鼓舞 能温暖一生的旅途 每一段路 难免荆棘密布 把坚持牢牢握住 不怕艰难险阻 学会去爱 就不会迷路 @ 12/31/2007 10:08:00 AM
when present meets the past Yesterday i decided to spend one of my last few days of holidays at the museum!! so i went to the Singapore Art Museum.  A nostalgic touch of the old St Joseph Institution...  and an alluring path to a new arts experience.   the St John Baptist de La Salle which stood there for more than a century.. once you step into the doors of the galleries, you are closer to the amazements the art pieces can bring to you. some pieces, i think, will take me an hour, or even a lifetime to understand.   before leaving, i thought, how much do i know about the arts in Singapore?? or rather, how much did i bother to find out??   left the museum but the time was still early. so i landed up in the National Museum of Sinagpore just opposite.   steps to the wonders of the different galleries..   the living galleries bring to you the timeline of the different aspects of life, be it food, film, photography etc. I got to see the familiar things around me, but in their past tense.. for example the kueh tutu which was sold on a bicycle cart..    the dome which was first built compared to the other structures of the museum.. from a modern view...  the history gallery, a gallery filled with the past of Singapore, and more surprises..   after a tour of the museums, heritage is a glamorous path to the past, specially reserved for me and everyone =) Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ 12/29/2007 09:33:00 PM
wedding bliss..  long time since our family went for a wedding dinner together.. and caiqin sis is getting married early next year =) looking forward to it (though there's school the next day of the dinner).. didnt come online these few days.. have been going out even though not all the work is done yet.. sad.. and impulsive shopper is on the go again.. haha.. just bought a pair of sandals in spreee and considering to get another jacket.. this is bad, ya and quite random.. tomorrow i will be going to the museum!! its time to go check out the functions of my camera ya.. and going for mahjong a while also la! yes yes.. hehe.. till then.. Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 12/26/2007 08:11:00 PM
today i was thinking of a lot of things... like how i regretted living my life so tiredly for the entire year.. but before i wrote my post i saw a friend's blogpost.. and cried, worst den i cried for the ending of snow queen.. i wasn't a good friend.. i swear i didnt know how to be 1.. life had been smooth sailing for the whole sec life, i thot it would be the same for jc.. but i was wrong.. very very wrong.. j1 started off very badly.. maybe it didnt but i thot it was.. i didnt know any1 and i always thot i was alone.. i dun know how to mix with ppl and i found myself mixing with ppl but actually very afraid of them.. numerous times i was so scared tt i cried alone in my room.. cos i didnt know wat to do.. was so scared i didn have any friends.. didnt dare to tell any1.. sis wasnt always at home and i didnt want mum to be worried of me... so i thot i should look back for my sec frens.. heard before that the best frens and frens tt stay with u for life are those made in sec school.. but the good frens will make new frens.. and they will become some1 else good fren.. and i duno y, i feel tt these frens are strangers to me.. i still go for gatherings, but for the sake of going, for the sake of being present.. for the sake of not moving too far from them, though i feel i already was.. it started to be tiring looking for the common topics.. at some pt of time, i felt i need a psychologist to help me.. i wasnt thinking right.. i nv think of all these in sec school.. for the 1st 3 months.. she had a very very good fren.. they tok abt things and she no longer toks to me abt her things anymore.. there was once a gathering in lot1.. she was very unhappy with the others and was toking on the phone.. and she didnt tell me anything and left.. i thot i was supposed to be her best fren compared to others, so i shud at least give a call or send a msg.. but when i took out my phone, i blanked out... didnt know wat to say.. i thot she wudn tell me her things anymore, so i just said hope she feel better, even if she didnt wana tell me abt it.. o lvl results was out.. she was 1 of the top scorer, and her mum came over to me.. cudn rmb exactly wat she said, but i think was to want me to help her find a good path.. and tt was to go to nj i think.. suddenly i felt important.. ya as her best fren in sec school, i shud help her... cos like her mum, i thot going to nj was the path to a better jc education.. when the posting was out, i rushed to the board.. aft verifying that i got to nj i started looking for her name.. and i saw it.. went around asking ppl to confirm if the name is on it the persn is in nj.. when i confirmed, i quickly msg her, welcome to nj.. however, she didnt like nj... and i made my first mistake.. i strongly encouraged her to stay in nj.. when they ask me whether i regret being in nj, i said i didnt.. even though my heart shaked a little.. but i thot, if i said i did, she would wana leave the school even more.. so i stood by my stand... i said all kind of things to convince her to stay.. i didnt even know whether i was doing the right thing.. all along i just know i should stay to my stand.. if i changed, they will wana change even more.. and so she stayed... but very unhappy.. i didnt know wat to say.. and she made another very good fren.. that fren agreed with her, they feel the same thing, and they are happy.. so i thot its time to stop sticking to my stand.. everybody's not happy like that... so i began to agree with her.. yes, nj is like so bad... full of smart and hardworking ppl.. and they are so unlike me.. i m stupid and not hardworking.. i finally start to think of all these which i used to avoid thinking of.. i made the second mistake.. i encouraged her to join co.. cos i made some frens in there and life wasnt tt boring in there.. but i failed to see that she wasnt in there from the start.. its difficult for her to mix in.. and i didnt help her.. instead, i made her feel more out of place.. i felt really bad.. was afraidd i would lose this fren even more.. after everything, we finally come to the end of this eventful yr.. but i m glad everything has ended.. she joined gz with her good fren and we can still go out together.. with sth to tok abt.. at least the atmosphere is not awkward.. sorry and thanku sihui.. for everything this yr.. sorry for the many mistakes i made... i m not a good fren, but i tried hard.. though it feels like the more i tried, the more wrong it feels.. sorry for making u feel bad at some pt of times.. and thanku that we are still frens.. we will always be.. Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ 12/25/2007 10:45:00 PM
it's xmas.. let it snow let it snow let it snow!!! met the girls today for lunch at causeway pizza hut.. yili and mk didnt go.. chat abt alot of things, esp the stepsisters' obk trip!! *envy*  had the xmas group set lunch..  this pizza is very fulling becos of the sausage... oh no i need serious slimming down =((  regarding the gift exchange, i shall not divulge wat the present was.. but look at the wrapper.. princess!!! hehehe..  and i got xj present... guess guess wat it is.. *very huggable*  and so we were missing of yili and mk.. tt reminds me of sth.. before leaving for penang i went to amk and saw this shop.. i didnt know mk can cut hair too!! hahaha...  but very sadly, when i pass by this shop today, it had already disappeared.. replaced by some J salon.. oh hoho i think mk is still more suited to studying non stop =xi need to get down to some serious work man.. holiday is ending this wk =(((((((( @ 12/25/2007 12:34:00 AM
hohoho.. MERRY XMAS every1!!!!! was plain slacking the past few days.. going out, writing xmas cards or watching snow queen.. sunday was my cousin klarise (sounds exactly like clarice) 1st month.. dined at jumbo in clarke quay..   cos my uncle was such a frequent customer of that place, he had the membership for the restaurant and so we had the vip room.. which means a soundproof room with a tv all to urself..  we ate from 7.30 to 9.30.. so we watched the whole episode of 'huang zhen yi'.. lol.. cos the food was served like too slowly.. because there were sooooooooooooo many ppl.. heard u cant eat there if u didnt reserve seats.. and when we ordered rice, the waitress said it was cooking, and it is the n times they are cooking.. my goodness... the food free meh?? and yup it is not only not free, but duper ex.. heard the whole meal for us 10 ppl was $600++.. but guess its quite normal there.. on a random note, the bungee jump in clarke quay has changed to a not very exciting flying fox kind.. a bit disappointed cos i haben tried the super thrilling 1.. today went to anutie lian house for her xmas party.. and i left my pouch on the bus!! my goodness.. lucky 912 loops at causeway pt so i waited at its next stop aft it loops out (quite difficult to understand ya).. and hurried up the bus to look for it.. thru this i learnt sth: #1: bus drivers are nice ppl #2: however they are too pessimistic, he thot my pouch wud definitely not be there cos sporeans are not honest #3: some sporean are frigging irritating.. i was trying to excuse my way thru but tt man infront of me pretend not to hear and continue walking slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwly #4: sporeans are good.. no1 took my pouch though it was lying in the middle of the passageway.. #5: some sporeans are really bad cos they obvoiusly saw me drop the pouch when alighting but didn call out for me.. thats abt all... tomorrow will be having a gathering with the s09 girls.. long time nv see them le.. esp since stepsisters went for obk.. prepared the gift for exchange in the afternoon.. tink i shud upload the pic tml if not it will be no fun.. the wrapper is like super nice!! my sis wants me to carry it around without the bag tml cos its very nice.. hahaha.. ok time to sleep.. =)) have a joyful holiday!!! Friday, December 21, 2007 @ 12/21/2007 11:07:00 PM
hello i m slacking my life away.. once in the holiday mood, i just cant get back to my mugging and dieting mood.. this is bad!!! i m rotting at home watching lotsa korean shows.. plainly not doing any work.. and great, my old aunt came from malaysia and every1 is treating her to big feasts.. today 3rd aunt just treated dinner in a restaurant, tomorow is my mum treating and sunday we will be having seafood tgt [i m quite scared of it already since we had been practically having seafood as dinner everyday in penang].. like this how to not be fat leh???? watching the snow queen.. sis bought it in malaysia.. not bad la hyun bin is handsome as usual.. && he is a maths prodigy in the show.. my goodness can he lend me some brain??! but its gonna be a sad ending so dun really look forward to finishing it..  i bet u know this show is on channelu weekdays 7pm.. it quite funny and the xian you senior is shuai4!! =))  witch yoohee.. channelu 10pm.. every1 had been telling me kim jung hoon is handsome.. but y i dun think so leh??? and yea, the yoohee's father company is meikwan's company!! mk company.. hohoho..  does any1 know y after i upload the video there will be the picture of the first sight of the video?? i cant get rid of it but is is not seen when i post it.. com pro pls help =(( oh clarice shud be going malaysia today?? have fun!! i wana get my work done b4 x'mas!!! right these are so random.. *#i need some peaceful days#* Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 12/20/2007 01:42:00 PM
my penang cum langkawi trip.. i thot putting it this way would be easier for me than to upload 1 by 1.. just learnt how to use photostory and its so user friendly!! captions and songs can be put in so easily.. cool~~ but i couldnt find a really suitable song.. very few songs left in my com aft reformatting.. it was such a fun trip with all the cousins and i really hate to say tt i m back here in spore =(( have to wait for 1 more torturous yr to go there again.. yst was spent at home doing some miscellaneous stuffs.. but i must say i really like those ppl in the telephony service for windows and singtel.. even though they dun know u, they try their best to help u, even if u r so stupid to not know where those icons are.. i wanted to use my wireless yst but didnt know how to, so i phoned the technical support of singtel, and the guy was panting when he helped me, cos he keep going to duno where to get materials to help me.. haha.. ya even though they are paid to do so, they are simply patient and helpful la =)) *thumbs up* the swiss ppl shud be back from malaysia.. wanted to see their photos but guess no1 uploaded yet.. blog hop and realised that some juniors do visit my blog even though they didn tag.. wow!! haha.. oh ya when i took the super deluxe coach (or wateva it is called) from penang.. i caught 每当变幻时 and 甜心粉丝王...  its a very nice movie.. showing how everything changes in the years.. and when u want to try to get back to the way it was, u cant.. and u have already missed some ppl who were once in ur life..
alrights super long post.. rainy weather like this is best for sleeping =)) Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 12/19/2007 02:24:00 PM
happy bdae sihui!!  have a wonderful year ahead and smile always =)) Tuesday, December 18, 2007 @ 12/18/2007 11:15:00 PM
sihui bdae celeration today.. hope she likes the present! =)) went for pool and watched alvin and the chipmunks...  it wasn't as funny as i expected.. didn tickle me much.. compared to gameplan and enchanted watched during the holidays.. alrights la abit disappointed.. aft that went shufen house.. its her sis bdae!! haha and i went down pasam malam to buy a toy for her.. lol.. ok i will go clear the table now and stuff those things to.. i also duno where.. Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 12/17/2007 09:58:00 PM
hello i m back.. just reached spore todae.. and was sooo tired i slept the whole day.. cos we bought the super deluxe coach tickets... means those coach with tv screen to watch movie and play games.. and so as not to waste money, i caught 2 and a half movies.. slept halfway at the 3rd 1 cos it was like going 3am.. wahaha.. ok shall update more tml.. Friday, December 07, 2007 @ 12/07/2007 10:04:00 AM
going off today =) yup i didnt finish my homework (of cos la!).. but only bio is untouched.. the rest are touched.. lol.. ok i shall stop spoiling this holiday mood.. yst was raining so my jogging session with fen was postponed to this morning.. she can read me like a book!! knew i didnt wake up so called me 1st before leaving her house.. lol.. and i jumped out of bed can.. cos i expected her to cannot wake up.. lol! the weather was great and we ran for exactly 30min!! good to burn fat (yes yes!!).. haha... and we explored the new fitness area near my house.. had so much fun playing with the pigeons and the puzzled baby that kept looking at us.. *giggles* alrights i m going over to co camp very soon later.. haha and i will c her again.. hmm i m having too much of seeing fen ya?? hahahaha.. but i will hab to leave in a while since the flight is in the evening and leave in the mid afternoon.. cya soon!! Thursday, December 06, 2007 @ 12/06/2007 12:01:00 PM
not done yet.. i m now at my last aq.. and stuck.. can someone help me think of a real-life typical case of spoiled kid in one-child family?? is there a famous person for tt?? wanted to write paris hilton but she's not the only child... rarrrrrr... i hab given up on the grammar.. only did like half.. totally no move to continue.. and keep getting stuck in maths is no good.. i have decided to just do as many as i can and forget it.. going out with mum later to get presents for the penang kids.. tml going swiss co camp so cant do anything.. heck! throat was feeling not good yst.. so i drank lotsssssss of water.. cant afford to get sick now... i need to play in penang.. but in the end i have a runny nose today... great.. i better get well real soon.. i need to be a healthy baby to enjoy myself fully.. lol.. i better start packing now before sis comes home later and nag.. so many things undone=(( Wednesday, December 05, 2007 @ 12/05/2007 12:29:00 PM
its raining..  it has been 2hrs since i woke up.. but i dun feel like doing my hw.. totally sian.. these few days my life is nth more than doing hw and going jogging.. and yup 2 days to penang trip and i hab yet to do the packing.. cannot decide whether to buy tt princess necklace cos i actually didn want to but the price dropped... my goodness nth is done... the weather makes it even more conducive to slack.. sianz Tuesday, December 04, 2007 @ 12/04/2007 08:18:00 PM
nice songs!!! my sis managed to borrow show, jay and jolin cds from her friend.. was listening to them these few days.. and i wud say show's cd the best.. as i was loading the songs and adding their lyrics to my nano, i finally know wat 牛仔很忙 is all about.. and its relli funny!! lol.. ok i m slow.. or wols la.. i like 最后的风度 and 防盗锁 in show's cd the best la.. the lyrics and the whole song is uber good it think.. 最后的风度 就让你见识我的风度 你离开我要不要庆祝 我不怕爱的残酷 反正我很想跳舞 我最喜欢挑战孤独 我也爱放下包袱 没有谁 我也不舍得哭 我 我不在乎 my goodness this song is sooooo sad )= 防盗锁 感情没有防盗锁 爱走不到尽头 不后悔付出过 各自回家的路 试着不再难过 变得成熟 是我能安慰自己 唯一的收获 就离开我 别回过头 不要用从前看以后 enjoy! @ 12/04/2007 12:12:00 PM
 i was so bored and reluctant to start on my work.. so i did this test.. and was amazed by the high level i scored.. out of the 20 qn i didn use my mind at all.. too lazy to la.. those thinking qn just anyhow put.. lol..  i totally feel like buying this in spreehouse.. but judging from my account status and how much i spent on the batch of charms.. i guess i hab to drop the idea.. if elephant is looking at this wud consider buying for me?? lol.. but its a cheap buy leh........................ fine i will decide later.. ok la elephant sis good luck for ur last paper!! and we would be on our away to penang and langkawi.. btw mum has planned the schedule aft we reach penang le lor.. haha... going pandai on sunday =)) jiayou jiayou jiayou!! =)) Monday, December 03, 2007 @ 12/03/2007 08:12:00 PM
dai ga hou!! in the morning went for cip with claire and xw.. no kids wana play so we waited for the sunseekers prog.. aft setting up the place with lotsa play and craft materials some kids came over to play with us... it was quite fun but the clearing part was bad.. so tt made me late to meet clarice for the 2pm show.. we met at boon lay and bought the tix for the 3pm enchanted!! before tt went kopitiam for budget lunch.. cos no money le.. sis bought a bf tee online and i guess i hab to pay ya.. for a belated for 5mths bdae gift.. and my canto is hou sai leh de lor.. clarice dun wan2 believe.. lol! i wanted to photostat the maths assignment but all the shops in je charge 10cents per piece.. oh man super ex la.. and clarice gave me her paper so she go back and print another 1.. omg hou hou ah!! thanks thanks =) and aft some walk walk crap crap we went for the long awaited enchanted.. actually i realised i can buy the dvd in penang.. haiz nvm la this wud so going to be the last movie i m watching this yr!!  i love fairytales.. and i love the ending.. the show was nice and funny la.. think clarice and i had the biggest actions in the cinema.. but she laughed the loudest =x lol..yes its a fun day out with clarice.. thanks for her assignment, souvenir from taiwan, canto lesson, bringing the calendar.. aiya and everyting.. haha.. hope she get well soon from her fever!! aiyo dun do homework le la.. still hab 1 more mth mah.. rest 1st.. 1 big thing- bosco's bdae coming!! 13th dec..
right its time to complete the other 3 aqs =(( Sunday, December 02, 2007 @ 12/02/2007 10:47:00 PM
wat era is this.. in this 21st century, can u imagine ppl typing assignments with wordpad.. i m lor... omg cos i dun hab microsoft word so have to use wordpad.. so prehistoric.. and the worst thing is no wordcount.. wah i totally dun feel like doing..  anw today's sunday times feature an article on rubik cube.. the wave is back cos of online tut on it.. so i went to youtube to take a look.. cos i learnt the 1st and 2nd step.. left the last.. shall go buy it tml in jp when i watch enchanted with clarice.. yay!! can bring to penang and do during the boring rides to visit relative.. clarice says only $1.90 in popular..and i saw this solving 20x20x20 cube vid.. ppl solve it using the computer.. and hello its not autosolve the lor.. they move their mouse around to solve it.. and took like 5++hr.. wah got so many time to spare can help me do my assignments not.. crazy... the newspaper says there is 43 quintillion permutations for a 3x3x3 cube.. and the dic says quintillion is "a cardinal number represented in the U.S. by 1 followed by 18 zeros, and in Great Britain by 1 followed by 30 zeros".. imagine how many million quintillions a 20x20x20 cube has.. crazy.. cip tml followed by movie tml.. yay!! =)) Saturday, December 01, 2007 @ 12/01/2007 08:30:00 PM
start of dec... as days pass by we are all moving towards start of school.. oh no this sounds too demoralising... shud say moving towards the more fun parts of the holiday.. *screams* whats so fun?? it had been confirmed tt besides going on our usual tour to penang to visit the relatives, eat like mad and shop till we drop, we are going to the long-awaited langkawi!! some intro.. pulau langlawi is an island in the northwest part of malaysia.. it promises white sandy beach and clear blue waters, and lotsa water sports activities... we would be going for 3d2n.. so its like a tour in our penang tour... 
omg i m drooling.. cant wait for it!! can imagine me running on the sandy beach?? wow!! but wait wait even though i m not wearing bikini i still hab to shed my fats 1st.. wahaha.. so tt brings to the point tt i m having a '10days miracle slimming prog'... haha.. when the countdown timer stated 10days left to penang trip, i hab started on my intensive dieting.. erm wait not quite intensive, just being more conscious than before.. so in the afternoon i hab a yoghurt and start doing hw.. in the evening go for a jog round woodlands ring and hab my usual dinner... aft dinner is yakult time!! lol.. will tt make me slimmer huh??? anw for today's jogging session shufen joined me.. cos in the afternoon i went to use her com to look at the bio assginment qn.. my com cant c.. and i dragged her to go jogging with me.. aft tt went to do situp... wah i totally cmi.. and we went around the fitness area doing all the equipments like old aunties.. haha.. yes shud do this more often.. clarice just called to say tt video shop auntie relli save 1 tvb calendar for me.. like the last time she said on the phone.. and its the 1 and only 1.. wow tt auntie so good.. she say the calendar must pre-order in october de.. wow so hot ya.. but its not a desktop calendar.. and if my mum sees tt i use $7 to buy a wall calendar and not use those aia free gifts guess she will nv sponsor my new slippers.. no no no.. haiz.. hope the nxt time u c me u will say i slimmed down!! [definitely not aft penang trip cos i will only grow horizontally there... haha] |
quite a boring movie.. watched becos of charlene, zheng jia yin and gu ju ji... lol.. nth much to say abt it..
as i was looking for his photo i realised he took this in gurney plaza in feb!! gurney plaza is in penang and i just had lunch in this restaurant he was in--kim gary in dec last yr.. rarrrrrrrr... if only i live in penang..
