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Friday, January 19, 2007 @ 1/19/2007 09:33:00 PM
just now i thot abt alot of things.. my past and present.. felt like i had been on a smooth train ride all the way.. in pri4, my english which had always been constant B became A... so i didn hab to opt to get in to em1.. pri 6, i wanted to just get to the same sec school as sis, out of woodlands.. and i did it.. sec2, i wanted to get into the best class, so i chose triple science.. but my science wasnt good at all, but i still managed to scrape thru.. sec 4, i just wanted to try my luck and put 1st choice nj, and i managed to be a borderline case to get in.. no opt, no appeal, my life had been this smooth.. so when i c another junction infront, i am relli afraid.. wat if my train ride is going to make a big turn, no longer the 1 i enjoy... no longer the smooth journey.. it gets really scary... mum tells me.. there r ups and downs in life.. wat we can do is to face it.. but wat if i had not really had a taste of the 'downs'?? wat if the inexperienced me cant cope with them in time?? wat if... so now I can just wait for things to happen to me... cos I relli dunno wat will happen to me the next few months... or even the next few days or sec.. life has its way of torturing ppl.. yet make them learn from these.. so we dunno whether to hate or love it.. we can just... accept it... |