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Tuesday, January 29, 2008 @ 1/29/2008 10:19:00 PM
erm if i looked very sian during co just now, or annoyed anyone, so sorry.. wasn't feeling well actually but didnt know y i still went for the meeting and co.. that explains y i totally had no mood for anything, i think.. its actually cos of another reason also.. i had a friend YY... we had a special link compared to others so i thot we should have 1 more common topic and i treated YY as a special friend.. but apparently i was wrong.. cos it was hard for YY to just say 'hi', or even force out a smile to me.. i thot i was just thinking too much (which i always do), cos maybe YY do tt to every1.. but apparently not.. even if the fren pass by YY without noticing, YY would call out to them.. rather to say angry, i would say i was disappointed.. but anw, we weren't tt close from the start afterall.. later i thot, shufen had settled this before, and so can i.. and i will do the same as she did, so i finally got over it!! got better just before co ended.. partially cos of this i think.. thanku to minghan and danhong who came over.. had dinner at poolside.. weijian chinkeat shihao chunpoh sat at the same table as me and danhong.. and i think they are really funny.. haha =) sorry to clarice.. i feel that many times i cant even settle my own problems, so i m in no stand to comfort or think of ideas for u.. i m really lousy at this too.. and so, looking at myself, its time to be a better friend le.. and i will try harder to be 1.. tml i will go to co with a big fat smile =D *it feels good to hae cleared things out within urself* |