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Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 2/28/2008 09:11:00 PM
leap year.. tml tml's gonna be a big day.. a day that occurs only once every 4 years.. wat a day to look forward to.. but many things had been happening.. not the way i wanted it to be.. i wanted to end my last year in nj happily, making many lasting memories with my frens.. but when things turn out bad, i duno wat to do.. anything said seems so pointless, cos i m not helping at all.. at a lost of how to handle such situation.. but i know more ppl out there are sad and even more unhappy.. all i can do is to stand by their side... just want to say to my dear fren clarice, pls smile.. it had been a long time since i last saw u smile heartily.. i know its difficult but fren, jiayou jiayou!! no matter wat, i will be looking forward to seeing u smile the next time, soon! =) i think many girls in my class are going to watch the movie 'the leap years' tml.. sihui euods also.. oops i so feel like joining the 2 of them =x but nvm i will stay for the meeting and mug with best xj who kindly agreed to go for sis dance production with me =))) maybe leap year is not a day for celebration or wat.. but guess if i see my frens i will say 'happy leap year', cos u nv know wat will happen or where every1 will be on this date, 4 yrs later.. Sunday, February 24, 2008 @ 2/24/2008 10:01:00 PM
random photos of the week the week is coming to an end once again.. omg how fast time flies.. march holidays coming soon which also means there are LOADS of TESTS before that.. OMG WEEK 10 D= last sunday went was dad's belated birthday celebration.. dined at crystal jade and went to gelare after tt.. nice ice cream and great time chatting abt the past =)
by popular demand (mainly from the person herself =x) i m posting cmk very act cute photo =D if u are sharp enough u would see special appearance of... =x last but not least, liyan sent me a collection of Bosco wedding photos!! omg how very very nice!!! ok i duno when and why these were taken but bosco really look damn shuai4 in these photos~!! Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 2/22/2008 03:24:00 PM
road run day ran teh road run and made in before 30min.. 23 min to be exact.. and aqua won the cup.. is it house cup?? dun rmb.. but yeah so i contributed 1pt.. aft that had lunch with the girls in class at prince before coming home.. yili wanted to go out, but i was too tired to.. feeling better today.. and came upon audrey's blog.. quoting her, time to stay strong, big girls dun cry. =) Thursday, February 21, 2008 @ 2/21/2008 10:35:00 PM
hello..  yup i went for the L movie with euods and sihui todae after school..i think this is the best movie i watched this year... like much better den 7zai... hoho.. but i heard after the credits there is sth on, as stated by a movie review: Do NOT bolt out of the hall when the lights come on, as there's a small, simple but effective coda at the end of the credits that will probably provide the answer you're looking for, and that's perhaps as close an answer you will get. alright that made me and sihui very sad.. cos the 3 of us went out of the cinema as soon as the lgihts come on )= and so i hab to wait for sihui to fill me in wth me details.. lol.. and only get to see it after the movie stops showing in the cinema, i think )= well seriously, i dun know wats wrong with me now.. i have no mood and motivation to go to co anymore.. just saw dh blog and she was toking abt the co jnrs who can and cannot make it to nj.. i realised i dun know any jnrs in co, and i think tts how anti social i m.. i rmb last year i didnt dare to tok to any snrs.. it was alvin and wilson who asked me whether i want to take the same bus as them, den we started toking, and i knew more abt co and snr stuff.. liyan asked me whether i want to go curry wok on the 1st few co prac and i went to hear stories from zhiwen, den to KAP, and started toking to co snrs.. this yr, i duno how the others got to know the jnrs so well.. guess i was living in my own world.. or not going chi fan makes a big diff.. and cos everyone is toking abt the jnrs, i duno how to get in the convo.. the snr and jnr are already very good and i simply do not want to put a leg in and get them to explain wat they are toking abt, intro myself and everything.. i guess i m the passive kind of ppl.. if no1 tok to me, i will just dun tok.. and thats wat happened.. another thing.. i am not trying to bad mouth any1, but i think i did.. if i were the one that heard wat i said, i will think that i m talking bad abt others too.. and that happened, in co once again.. i guess i really said the wrong things, and so now i m feeling awkward with them.. i m really sorry.. next time i should really just shut up.. alright these had been bothering me for quite some time and i am getting tired.. i will not think abt them anymore from today.. i hope no co ppl is reading this, cos i m not like trying to show myself being piss off or anything.. no.. i m just writing my feelings here.. so next time also no need purposely rope me into the convo or try to comfort me or anything.. or i think some ppl will be thinking this girl didnt put in effort for socialising or anything still dare to write these kinda thing.. haiz..ok m i thinking too much here.. anw a few more months will pass very quickly and wat is impt this yr is studies isn't it? i m starting to not know wat i m writing.. so i will just go sleep.. Monday, February 18, 2008 @ 2/18/2008 11:06:00 PM
euthanasia gp lessons these few days had been revolving around this topic.. euthanasia.. or 'good death' in greek.. and it set me thinking, what if... if i was the victim of some accident and hence pronounced to be in a permanent vegetative state.. i would opt for voluntary euthanasia.. i dont want my loved ones to be sad almost everyday seeing me lying there and be a burden financially and emotionally to them.. maybe there would be a technological breakthrough one day, but i wont want to live till then, lying on the bed looking at my loved ones suffer while waiting for a miracle.. many years of pain is not worth for them to wait till that one faithful day.. den i want to donate my organs.. heart, kidney, cornea, any possible parts.. if i cant wait for a miracle, i want to be a miracle to others.. that sounds noble but looking back at my life, i hadn't done anything much for anyone... however, if anyone around me *touchwood touchwood* is the victim, i would be selfish.. i wouldnt want them to undergo euthanasia.. i want to keep them by my side... so long as him/her is still breathing, i know that him/her is alive.. i would go visit the person whenever i am free, chat like we always did or grumble of the things in life.. when him/her shed a tear, i know he/she is unhappy... when him/her twitch his/her eye or move the finger, i know that he/she is listening to me.. and i will wait patiently for the breakthrough and the day he/she wakes up again.. i guess thats the irony of life.. or rather how selfish i am... Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 2/17/2008 01:15:00 PM
an enjoyable week =) j2 life is hectic.. lots of tests and work to do.. but this week was a good 1.. at least it was enjoyable =)) #monday zoey came!! haha though just saw her last dec holiday but really miss her cutenees.. went to imm with uncle they all and couldnt help taking more pic of her!! =D  at 2nd uncle's new house..  chia heng has kindle sent me a super nice photo.. suzanne has a short hair now!! no longer the pretty barbie doll but become a cute little girl =))  # thursday VALENTINE's cum FRIENDSHIP day =) revieced loads of choc and sweets.. really happy to get goodies from 'old' friends like ivy.. and of cos thanks to many many ppl.. some are so micely wrapped i couldnt bear to eat them..  and of cos clarice for her lonnng sunflower.. lol..  random: i bought an air plant from yili to show my support.. but guess wat, my sis said it was a cactus -.- #friday chingay day 1 left school early.. chiong home, bathed and chiong out again.. we saw alooooot of look-alikes in chingay... psh, eric sor, CHEN YI RU, meryl etc.. lol!!! had a super early dinner (which was also my lunch).. HORRIBLE.. super not nice.. and so i was very hungry at night..  our group was in charge of the padang field.. not to let ppl cross.. it was super duper boring.. and we cant see the parade from there.. we could only see the big screen and the fire crackers and fireworks at the city hall side.. me and danhong were stationed practically just outside the toilet on both days.. aren't toilet duties supposed to be punishment? wat wrong did we do? haiz.. but u see a lot of funny things.. like some performers going to the toilet without the doors closed cos they had the long long opera 'antennas' on their head.. ewww...  i was staring at swissotel (cos it was the most prominent landmark at our side).. i really love hotels! and i told next time i m going to the topmost resaurant to dine with my own ability!!  we were standing there since about 5++ to late night...  but i must say spore's skyscapers are really nice.. esp at night.. and then, i was so proud to be a sporean!!  and yes we saw yili who is 1 of the performers.. i think she looks pretty in both pic =D   #saturday chingay day 2 went to city hall even earlier.. totally stoned duno how many hours away.. but ok la sihui and eupds were sitting beside me.. entertaining me with their duets... haha i can imagine how they were in kbox.. and they laughed really loud everytime lor.. hahaha.. dinner again.. didnt have lunch so i coped dh's cos she had kfc earlier.. the food was slightly better but the veg was terrible.. the mai pian chicken was nice wor!  and so we were at the same position again.. but this time we chiong to watch the F1 car.. not very fast la but super super loud.. ok no regrets le.. and we sat on the field to watch the big screen cos their was really nth to do.. it was damn shiok cos the wind was cold and strong.. but soon we were asked by the ppl not to sit =/  after the parade.. ppl started taking lots of photos.. we weremoved to the pter side of the field to gather cos they were preparing for the all night party.. and dudu gave me 1 light stick=))  dh, me shanly!! *failed shot*  us *successful shot* =)  amanda took alot of mosaic photo.. but the pics were small.. here's the girls in our group ( amanda wasn't in it)  lsat but not least, my group cc15!! though i didnt see some ppl before friday, but it was quite fun with some of them during the flag day..  THANKS so much to DANHONG!! these 2 days was not so bad because of her.. playing catching with some audiences when they run across the field, enjoying the cold wind, crapping about random stuffs, singing random songs, watching some gross scenes of the ppl going toilet, helping me take my stuffs while i go to the toilet etc etc.. and we got scolded by some attitude ppl cos her "daughter will die of slight fever"... anything and whatever... its all over and we know we did nth wrong.. so we will not let them spoil our day ( though the fireworks 2min later was not so enjoyable due to tt).. end of the week.. next week is 4day week due to road run.. yay!! =D Sunday, February 10, 2008 @ 2/10/2008 09:52:00 PM
end of holidays yup today marks the last day of the long cny holiday... maybe its not long, but to ppl who spend the time with notes everyday, days spent wthout them seems long.. ##went to the temple.. and now i know, wat i should do, wat i shouldnt.. and i will work towards tt.. if i want to do it, and i have the heart to, i can do it. ##reached home quite late in the afternoon and went to order the yusheng in sakae.. and the person said have to wait for 1hour, so i just ordered and went to uncle chua house for a while.. like only 1hr.. was the last to reach, 1st to leave, cos was only stoning there with dh and shanly.. ##went home cos my 3rd aunt came to my house and she is leaving for work very soon.. went back cos the whole new year nv bai nian with her.. uncle was supposed to come from malaysia today, but somehow it was delayed to tml.. sad!! i bought the windmill for zoey le!! yes yes windmill, my money for the windmill is with charlie!!! heh heh.. its always fun to play with my cousins.. but yup, i lost all the coins in my piggy bank and wallet.. haha nvm la.. some ppl say the amt of luck u have for the year is set.. how much u win, u will lose in another way.. so now i lose, but i will win next time!! erm when will it be?? yes during A levels!!! wahahhaha =DD and so was the tossing of yu sheng.. i got my hands all dirty again.. hehe as usual.. and the tables and floor too.. ignore the pic of me.. i was trying to give a face if satisfaction after eating the super thick salmon sashimi (we ordered more sashimi and they were really really nice!!).. but it turned out, quite weird.. lol..  right i had fun this cny.. and i m very very very looking forward to seeing our dear zoey tml!!  Saturday, February 09, 2008 @ 2/09/2008 10:49:00 PM
CNY day 2 and 3 happy chinese new year again!! well this new year was quite busy.. going out everyday.. CNY day 2 went to my dad's office see the lion dance.. stayed there for quite long and den went sentosa in the afternoon.. mum long wanted to go see the flowers there.. she is a super flower lover.. sis went her bf house and dad had work to do, so only the 3 of us went.. it was super crowded la!! we took the monorail and reached there quite fast i think.. half an hour to get from vivo to senotosa..  since its a hua hui, so of cos got aloooooooot of flowers, of all shapes and sizes and patterns.. mum wanted to go, so obviously there would be lots of her pics =) me and mum.. the last one was taken in the monorail.. there were alot of helpers from sentosa who will help you take photos.. so we took quite alot tgt =)) mum and sis took another with a.. male butterfly?? lol! to liven up the place, they also had ppl dressing up as flowers or butterfly.. i took 1 pic with the sunflower =)) CNY day 3 woke up late.. so lunched at crystal jade with family before going sihui house in the late afternoon.. omg it was so so so fun at her place.. of cos, gambling la!! started off with peiting's super small mahjong and den changed to blackjack.. charlie is frigging irritaing cos playing small like 20 or 50 cents also can min $6++.. and we spent a good long time laughing like mad.. alright it was so fun.. next time must do this again, and die die must ask charlie along, cos i wana win back my money!! LOL... ok thats about it.. tml is the last day of cny holidays D= Thursday, February 07, 2008 @ 2/07/2008 11:56:00 PM
chinese new year happy chinese new year!! may all have a prosperous year ahead!! huat ah!! my house had been totally in the mood for new year since abt half a month ago.. besides the many mickey and minnie new year deco and 2 citrus plants in the living room, my house had always been filled with the smell of pineapple tarts!! cos my mum received alooooooot of orders.. believe me, she makes the best pineapple tarts la!! wahahaa ok i m so proud of my mum again =))  CNY eve went to school earlier(abt 7pm) cos danhong they all wanted to have breakfast tgt.. i brought my favourite bak kwa!! the performance was ok, at least better than the 1st dry run, but we still dun have our main suona melody lah.. oops.. justin jiejie came back!! wahaha his hair is actually quite ok but he refuse to take off his cap.. when we were in the canteen he saw his friend, which is the j3 relieve pe teacher.. and i think justin told him wat we said abt him.. not very sure cos i was too ps and turned away.. he is crazy la! den we were supposed to go town buy ade present before meeting the other seniors in city hall.. but there were sooooooo many ppl we couldn board practically all the buses.. yes so we were wasting justin precious time, until we decided to take 170 to bugis and change to mrt.. he told us lots of army stuffs and yes we saw that pe teacher's house.. it was such a prominent landmark.. lol... we had totally no idea wat to buy... walk here and there until we decided to settle everything in precious thots.. dh and shanly are sure very accurate about the money spent.. trying to mix and match the things so that we hit exactly our budget.. haha.. i think the 2 guys were bored during our shopping trip.. den had lunch with alvin shijun ade liyan at pizza place in raffles.. somehow 1 of the 2 order forms became like this.. haha.. but i would say the pasta is not very good.. sihui's recommendation of aglio in pastamania is much better can.. right after some chatting i had to go home.. tonnes of last min cleaning needs to be done.. and reunion dinner by my mum was great... she even attempted buddha jumps over the wall.. the contents inside are solid la!! hehe... and of cos, our usual celebration of any special events, CHEERS!! CNY day1 went to my ah ma's house bai nian as usual.. i finally know how to play mahjong le!! abit noob though compared to my father and sis and cousin, but at least i know how to win.. still not very sure how to count the tais.. shall polish up at sihui's place!! wahaha.. played the ban luck for my cousin cos he was tied up doing other things.. he gave me $2 and i helped him win $20!! omg this is really a HUAT year for me!! erm i think its for him la, since i played in his name and ppl born in the yr of ox is believed to have a good fortune this year.. nth much until my family went to watch cj7 in cp at night.. in 1 word the show was disappointing.. wasnt funny, couldnt laught out loud at any parts throughout the show.. ok maybe only 1 or 2.. had really high hopes since stepne chow's movies are always quality guaranteed.. some ppl were really laughing hard in the cinema but i duno is it me or wat, i dun find it funny at all.. ok maybe it was abit educational but at the end of the show, i think all kids will say, "i just want a 7 zai" instead.. but cheers to the girl who acted as the small boy, her expressions were great, and so are some expressions of 7 zai.. well anw, my family concluded that it wasnt really worth the $10 per pax.. such a long post, gotta sleep.. =) @ 2/07/2008 03:05:00 AM
happy lunay new year!!  恭喜发大财！！ =D Tuesday, February 05, 2008 @ 2/05/2008 01:25:00 PM
again it took me a long time to recover from the previous test... and now i m thrown into the same thing again.. its really bad when i panicked, seeing the paper.. and almost blank out.. thots of chem test and last year ct kept coming back.. and it was really scary.. the worst thing is i suddenly know how to solve the qns the moment i hand in the paper.... wat can be worse den this.. but anw ya no use rubbing on it.. took me a few hours to get over the test.. and come up with the comclusion that i will just hab to work even harder next time... had co prac after school.. guess it was much better den yst rehearsal.. went bugis with clarice.. waited 170 for 30min but it still didnt come.. so we took another bus and changed to mrt.. bugis was omg soooooo crowded.. duno where all the ppl came from.. so we went rounds and rounds abt the same place while toking.. heard loadssss of stories from clarice again.. haha my life was just too dull... left bugis to join the class for reunion dinner.. took mrt to newton and the 171 was frigging irritating.. waited more than 30min can.. so i decided to take another bus and change.. had to walk to school via FRONT gate.. can u imagine that.. but luckily xiangjun father sent me to kranji mrt aft tt... quite happy that i went cos it was really funny, esp lari doignthe imitation =x and not to forget xw'd admirers!! hoho =D right tml is cny eve!! yayness.. duno where the co ppl going.. but well, it marks the official starts of the long cny break.. wheeeeee! =)) Sunday, February 03, 2008 @ 2/03/2008 10:09:00 PM
a new week amidst the revision for bio spa tml, i m taking some time out to blog abt this weekend.. next week is cny and its gotta be a busy 1.. monday: bio spa + full dress cny rehearsal tuesday: MATHS TEST + co prac wed: cny celebration + going out with some co ppl + cny eve reunion =) thurs onwards: LUNAR NEW YEAR!! =D yup this was 1 was the most relaxed/ less tensed up weekend i had since school started, even though there is test and spa the next week.. thanku clarice for the letter and rocher.. it really made my day.. yes we feel down at time, but both of us know that our presence for each other really matters.. and tts wat make friends, esp best friends, so special.. and we will smile thru the sad days, cos we want to make our day happier for each other =)))) thanku shufen.. once again.. i got a shock just now when i counted.. 8yrs of friendship.. and we can still remain such bestest friends.. can tok abt anything and everything.. can drop by your house and do all sorts of things, like its my house.. thanks for listening to all my grumbles, waiting for me for near 2 hours in j8, and yr noisy yet fun toy.. had been playing with it aft i reach home just now.. hoho.. =DDD thanku danhong.. yes i had a pleasant surprise when i saw your letter during chingay.. cos i thot not going for a lot of chifan session make me move further from u all.. but apparently not!! u are really a very very nice friend, and seriously haben seen u really angry before.. 金蛇在跳舞!! yup let have more fun, forget all the troubles and be as happy as possible =))) ya and 2 more friends.. sihui and euod.. we can be grumbling kakis every morning le... somehow seeing the 2 crazy girls laugh over crazy things brighten the morning too.. hahah.. and get to know alot more things, right which makes me feel like a noob.. hehe kidding kidding.. ok shud i add ilyas who keeps doing random stupid things =x well, life is full of ups and downs.. i know i should take things by my stride.. will strive to me a happier person.. of cos, no guarantees... but at least for now, i m really happy with wat i have =)) |
next week gonna be busy too.. monday to wed there is co prac for the performance on thurs.. and the actual performance on thurs morning.. pop songs by mainly the exco members.. omg how cool is tt.. in fact i m quite excited abt it! =D
ok out of the whole place i like this 1 the best.. and u know, for nice things u have to queue up for real long!
