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Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 5/31/2008 10:41:00 PM
guzheng guan mo hui cum aristal yst was 1 of the most well-spent day since holidays started. took quite some photos but sis went out with the cam so shall upload everything at a go tml. guzheng guan mo hui in the afternoon. was more fun than i expected. i was the leader for group9. somehow i told myself i have to be more high and enthu cos they were all from different schools and if i was too boring they would most probably drift away. haha so i was and they kept saying i was zi-highing. but they are also very funny cum daring. for instance when they said the bb guys running on the track were not good-looking, i told them to say it out loud and guess what, they said 123 and shouted it out. omg i almost went to dig a hole and hide. and and i wanna shout it out loud: GROUP 9 WON NO.1!!!!! alright i really didnt expect it. so proud of my group can. what's best is some of them took my no. before leaving and sms-ed me that they really enjoyed the event. woohoo!! =D aristal after that. was too late to go home change. so i went to jurong pt for last minute gift shopping. the bus took longer than expected and sadly, i couldnt find the things i wanted in jp. ended up late to meet muthu and xw. reached ucc and realised every1 was dressed to the nines. only a handful was in school uniform. boooooo.. nvm there are always other concerts (2more coming up!) i like the oriental beauty chinese dance. for its alluring chinese orchestra music as background. ok and the "ji nang ji bua" western dance. resembles that of my sis dance production which was very nice too! the whole concert lasted quite long, ending at 10 cos it started late. came out and waited for the girls. was too cold and tired(probably due to too much energy spent during the guan mo hui) and uttered nonsense all the way. haha muthu also. i think only xw can stand us. lol. gave them the gifts, took a few pics and hurried home. on the mrt was talking abt the doomsday thing with xw and that made me really eager to watch the video. and so i watched it today on youtube. it is a documentary about the remarkable coincidences of many historical prophecies from different parts of the world, which says that the world would end in year 2012. and to be more exact, 21 dec 2012. of cos, whether or not it is true is up to you to decide, but the video do educate us a lot abt prophecies and ppl who come up with them in the whole history of mankind, which intriques me. seems interesting how oracles and prophecies can speak for the unknown future. do watch it if u have the time! links: part1, part2 alright next week gonna be super busy! mon-wed: co prac (omg i needa prac!!!!!!!) thurs: co concert! (omg i dun wana be too paiseh-ed by the solo partsesp dango!! getting scared now..) fri: kbox with sihui euods and the guys (which i haben ask my mum but really hope she agrees to let me go cos the whole wk would be taken up by co =x oops risking to be a tortoise!)+ harmoc concert sat: band concert (which i only hab 2 frens in.. lol..) rest assure i will come up with a nice timetable to make sure i do work as well. i MUST follow!! photo upload tml =) Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 5/29/2008 07:58:00 PM
countdown: 1 week before i forget again, i shud make special mentions to the evil step family. or now it is feidi's family. haha. all 4 of them are going to the co concert!! how can i forget abt them in the previous post =D we should take a pic again like during muthu's concert. yes do that for the following concerts. tml will be benben's. lol cant wait for aristal =) ok today co prac was self prac. i realised i am always 2 beat slower. like only know that its self prac after chunpoh told me, or didnt realise they are moving on to the next song during the tanbo self prac. but it was quite fun chatting abt super random stuffs with them. i guess today's prac was the more enjoyable 1. not dazu all the way and i sit that myself all the way. endng off with a funny video fen recommended. ok sis says its not funny. but i think it is =DD LOL! guzheng guan mo hui (not very enthu but no choice they not enuf ppl) and aristal tml! Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 5/27/2008 10:54:00 AM
holiday holiday mid term break is finally here. but its break from school, not work. took a rest during the weekends, which is the 1st and last weekend to relax after the cts i think. given the i-know-what grades for cts, i cant afford to slack. if the aim of the cts is to demoralise you and make you work harder, i think it has succeeded in the 1st 1. yes will be planning up a timetable, which restricts wat i m doing at every time of the day. i need that, though i know i will not 100% follow it, cos i need to be pushed or i will just sit there and get rolled over. LOL copied from xw's quote in her blog. saturday went shopping with mum and sis. ended up buying non-GSS stuff. lol. had our favourite ichiban sushi. salmon cheese is simply irresistable! den went to fen's house. my present was super belated. sorry!! hope you like it =) and forget to take a pic of the prez and us. haiz. we sure crapped a lot esp abt the ecs. woohoo! after that went junction8 for class outing in cafe cartel. shall upload the photos aft lari sent me. and i must mention this- wat scandal that started with lari alwas end up with me! haha duno y. co yst. it sure is boring to be 1 of ur kind in that instru. no1 to tok to and all stressed up by the solo parts. boooo!! on the lighter note, ninet wants to go for the njco concert!! ok and fen and xiangling too. even after telling them the songs and that the quality would most prob be............... they still want to go. and wats best is they all said its to support me. WOW! its really wonderful to have such frens and juniors. really!! haha and my whole family will be there too. though i half forced them to. haha. cos i want them to be there at my last concert. no matter how good or bad it would be. ok i know a lot of ppl are very pessimistic abt the concert, but come on, its the last 1! let's just embrace it, forget about things like we will just throw face. if we dun think it this way, maybe it would be better! =) (and of cos its the 1st time my mum is going to my jc. definitely hope its the last la! cos heard if fail subject needa go for ptm *pray* NOOO!!!!!) and i guess i make ppl feel like i m a stay-home-girl who dun go anywhere. ecp, movie, gathering or even outside to mug. haha cos i feel so too. this year is totally different from last year. its never easy to strike a balance between a good daughter, a student who needs to take her A level in half a year time but still keeps failing her subjects and a fren who goes out with others to de-stress. simply cos i just get guilty going out, to anywhere. yes i know it will be alright if i manage my time well, but sorry i dun have the ability to. so from reluctant i turn to not even going. and others stop asking me too, cos i will just give an ans that will just disappoint them (or make them pissed off) anyway. when have i began to be so pessimistic? i duno. perhaps after failing all the subjects even after working so hard. perhaps after every1 is all ready to score their As while i m still struggling to even pass. perhaps when the whole world is telling you that you are studying in the wrong way but you cant find the right 1. perhaps when every1 is asking abt your future which you feel that it is just so bleak. right thats it. sorry for all these. i cant make myself write anything motivational now. and the stay-home-girl is going to plan up her timetable (which should have been done before the holidays started). bye bye. Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 5/22/2008 09:11:00 PM
more to come end of all the SPAs today. but there is still lessons tml. and getting back some results. thats the last thing i wanna do. i know very well how much i will get, but i just dun wana face the music =( and i just realised that all my past few en3 ended with =( how sad is it when you know tml wont be a better day. ahhhhhhhhh Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @ 5/20/2008 10:05:00 PM
end of ct end of ct. but there is nth to be happy about. i think i will flop all the papers. esp bio today. totally not in the right mind. i didnt do super a lot of qns. even those that i know how to. have been thinking abt all those AFTER the paper. yes i m so dead. =( Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 5/12/2008 11:16:00 PM
if tomorrow never comes hello.. in the end we didnt go suntec today. cos i said i didnt want to. . in the end we had pizza hut and kfc in 888 nearby. felt very bad cos its not my birthday and i made the whole family miss a sumptuous feast for sth so ordinary. there should be more things we ought to do, except for mugging right? look at the news, cyclone nargis in myanmar took away lives of 100,000, destroyed the home of millions, numerous tornadoes in US killed 23 over the weekend and just today, an earthquake with a scale of 7.8 hit sichuan. u can imagine the extent of damage it can bring. are these signalling to us that end of the world is coming? so wat if tomorrow never comes? we will not even have the chance to regret not living today to the fullest, spending all the time to mug. den again, this is just another grumble in the life of shangfei. who will wake up tml again (i hope) and continue slogging to get her revision for ct done. =( @ 5/12/2008 03:19:00 PM
2 days before ct there is absolutely no good reason for some1 who is taking the common test 2 days later to sit here infront of the com typing a blog post. somemore its her sister's bdae today and she had to go kuishinbo for buffet dinner later in suntec. but here i am slacking and feeling guilty but yet not doing anything abt it. i m supposed to be on chemistry now. *cry* i realise i really cannot work under pressure ( but for obvious reasons i m which explains why i cant work ). peer pressure (which are caused by myself) and pressure from the past. peer pressure as in every1 are studying and i would start thinking why i m so slow, wat if i cant complete and blah blah blah.. pressure from the past, phobia would be a better word for tt.. wat if i study now and yet still stone at the paper duno wat to do ( which i experienced twice last year ). you wouldnt know how scary it is. u think that yes you have prepared and understand the stuffs but when you are faced with the questions, you just duno wat to write on the paper. i cant bear more thoughts like that. so i feel insecure, uncomfortable, not confident with everything i am doing.. help!! =( Friday, May 02, 2008 @ 5/02/2008 08:28:00 PM
pre ct blues yes, look at the calendar. its 1 week before common test. and yes, look at my speed of revision. snail speed. thats sth to worry abt. it gets really stressful when ppl around me are mugging like mad. but when i study, i m afraid to be too fast. cos wat if its like last yr promos?? ok i duno wat i m talking abt and how i shud go abt doing it. =( |