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Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 5/12/2008 03:19:00 PM
2 days before ct there is absolutely no good reason for some1 who is taking the common test 2 days later to sit here infront of the com typing a blog post. somemore its her sister's bdae today and she had to go kuishinbo for buffet dinner later in suntec. but here i am slacking and feeling guilty but yet not doing anything abt it. i m supposed to be on chemistry now. *cry* i realise i really cannot work under pressure ( but for obvious reasons i m which explains why i cant work ). peer pressure (which are caused by myself) and pressure from the past. peer pressure as in every1 are studying and i would start thinking why i m so slow, wat if i cant complete and blah blah blah.. pressure from the past, phobia would be a better word for tt.. wat if i study now and yet still stone at the paper duno wat to do ( which i experienced twice last year ). you wouldnt know how scary it is. u think that yes you have prepared and understand the stuffs but when you are faced with the questions, you just duno wat to write on the paper. i cant bear more thoughts like that. so i feel insecure, uncomfortable, not confident with everything i am doing.. help!! =( |