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Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 6/27/2008 11:07:00 PM
reflection no, i have not abandoned this blog. but throughout the week, the same thing had been running through my mind. on bed before i sleep, while on the bus journey home, when walking home, i have been reflecting and reflecting. on what else? the ct results. poor is really an understatement. i would say it was a debacle. at first i tried to comfort myself that it was a mishap but deep inside, i know its not. come on shangfei. face it. i have not been working hard. what exactly had i done to earn a good grade for this ct? no. not enough. definitely not. and i deserve to be chagrined by this while others are scoring. yup. but there had been fantastic friends around. people who did well but do not boast it in front of you. instead, we talk about the problems together and how to salvage the situation. exchange pointers on how to work better instead of just shoot you in your face, wah why you got so bad results? much as i have to admit, days in swiss had built up my ego and its terrible when people comment that you are so much worse in the most straightforward way now, though what they say are more than right. yup these friends, you know who you are. thanks. =) and my resolution for now. study hard. and i mean it. veer from the way i had been doing thing. no more tv, no more than 2 times online in 1 week. do the papers, and make sure i stay focused. there is absolutely no time left. full mode will be switched on on sunday, after the bdae celebration tomorrow. i have to do it. and i will. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARICE!! ok i shall blog about the celebration together with what happened today, tomorrow. but it was sure funny today, be it before, during or after the bdae song singing. LOL =) i guess this is the day i laughed the hardest ever since school reopened. |