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Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 8/18/2008 01:15:00 PM
crashing down i know now is not the right time to blog, but with everything crashing down on me, i need a channel to vent everything out. caught the live telecast of 110m hurdles heat for olympics at 11.50am just now. saw the papers in the morning that liuxiang is competing, hence i was staring at the clock, waiting for the right time to setich on the tv. i missed his competition 4yrs ago but everyone knows how great he was. and i couldnt wait for his match. the last time i saw him was probably at the wax musuem last yr. lol. but he had an agonizing look while doing warm up. minutes before the gun was fired, he was smacking his thighs. how is he going to run like tt? but he got in the ready position, and the gun shot. everyone started running but it was a false start( ithink). he walked back, or more aptly, limping. he took off his munber tag on his legs and walked/limped out of the stadium. everyone was stunned. everyone can rise to the sky or fall from grace in a matter of split second. and as the competition goes, we all know that those who cant make it, wouldnt live to see a miracle. i never belonged to the fall from grace part, cos i wasnt even up there in the 1st place. but i hate it when i cant make it. everything is like all messed up. couldnt do reaction for chem, seem to forget all the rxtn, cant rmb wats on the notes for econs in chapt 11, afraid that history for bio will repeat itself. i need to clear up my mind. i need confidence. i need to persuade myself that i can do it. |