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Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 11/30/2008 08:24:00 PM
reminisce its going to be prom tml. but i aint excited at all. its getting on my nerves these few days. before touching on those, lets talk abt yesterday.  thanks to sihui, charlie, seokhoon, felicia, chuanfa, sze sian and kevin, who went down to suntec and celebrate my bdae. how thoughtful of them to come up it even thoough its quite long ago. as in i was paiseh that they took their time out to do that. heh. thanks for the cake too! and after lunch at pepper lunch we found our way to marina square. i was amazed when charlie tried to give me comments about the prom accessories i wanted to buy. ok he should make quite a good boyfriend so interested ppl can contact me. lol! ok i think he's attached. haha! but every1 went against his opinions. lol. i bought the other 1 instead. haha.. but i didnt get to buy the ring in the end. cos not my size. and i cant find it till now. no choice i shall just live with it.i guess i irritated everyone, esp my family members, about prom. you may be thinking wats the big deal abt a prom? but u cant say so given my fickle-mindedness. and the mentality of making the most out of the least money i can. if sis is reading this, sorry! i guess i pretty much made a big fuss out of small things cos of my mood. and there's this problem about growing up. i thot i am already 1, when sis stayed in hostel. well you dunno how dependent i have been on sis for everything. from settling problems, to dressing and everything under the sun. well i have tried to survive on my own more after that. like calling strangers which i seriously dun like to, helping mum with things which usually sis do... there's probably too mamy all along that i cant rmb all. but after this incident, i feel that i am not that independent anw. there are so so so many times where i still need to fall back to her. but i will try to. perhaps slower. slower. ok i have to stop here or i will end up like this morning tml morning. ok i know no1 understand. and i had been thinking, so what was i doing 2 years back?? in a similar scenario 2 years back. when O level just ended. ah i was busy. happily. prom has ended and i had no worries or troubles abt it at all. and i was in shanghai with the co ppl already. its the 1st few days so i should be with the yan an high school ppl. its night time so we wre probably playing in the vip hostel room. thats the period of time i really enjoyed the most. including the penang trip that followed straight after. it was really fun in yan an. trying out a whole new school experience. playing with mr sashi and the co & band people. looking at the mirror and says, " who's that pretty girl in the mirror?" or stuff my small pouch into the winter jacket and try to act like i am pregnant. we love to eat ice cream from the small provision under our hostel cos its really cheap and cool to eat ice in the freezing cold weather. looking forward, its getting pretty dull. as in work is going to kick in really soon (though i really need that money) and the penang trip is still quite sometime ahead. i cant wait for it seriously. i want to go play with suzanne, or zoey who always dao me, hear jiaxin call me "er jie jie" in the cutest tone no1 can imitate, have a really lame chat with xiao jiu which i really miss, get da yi zhang to drive us around to get things we want, go as a big group for our usual feasts (pizza hut, dim sum, seafood at the seaside etc), take those bumpy car rides to visit relatives which i surprising miss cos its once in a year kinda thing, go shopping at the familiar places like bukit jambul and sunshine square... oh my the list is too long i cant list everything out. but i really cant wait. bahhhhh. |