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Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 9/21/2009 11:30:00 PM
friends i always think its fate, for 2 ppl to meet amongst the crowd, the many many ppl in the world, and become friends. especially the kind of friends whom you can talk with regarding everything under the sun. these few days i have this encounter, with 2 different friends. 1 of them was somebody whom i'm this close to losing. someone whom we used to talk a lot and a lot, but now, we can no longer talk like before. i feel like always standing outside the circle. but i tried. my best to step in. but everytime i feel like i'm pushed out again. and this kind of feeling is really bad. i'm really disappointed with how things turn out to be. another friend is some1 really close to the heart. we never fail to end up laughing, and thats how happy we were tgt. but because of how far we are always apart, we start to lose contact... until that day when she told us she was just discharged from hospital, and told us not to worry abt her. and the thing is, i dun even have her home contact, her house address. i didnt know wat she have been doing for the past few months, not to say how she spent her week in the hospital. it was heart breaking to hear her weak voice over the phone. no more laughing, couldnt even find energy to smile. and thats how lousy a friend i am. instead of taking time to treasure ppl i have around me. what have i been doing? what have i been busy with? bothered abt a friend who cant be bothered abt me? i'm feeling really upset now. like long since i felt this way. and i hope she really gets well soon. |